Forever My Prince

:: Comfort ::

Janae's POV

I lean against the door frame and clap real slow. "Wowwwwww." I say. I see a naked Jacob and Star in the bed, looking like a deer caught in damn headlights. "One of my closest girls fucking my boyfriend, wowwwwwww. Where's Ashton Kutcher when Ya need the nigga." Jacob tries and come towards me but I push him to the side. After a quick prayer to myself, I charge for Star.

I grab her by the hair and pull her from the bed, dragging her to the floor then pounding her in her face. Jacob tries to come and pull me back but I backhand him and he stumbles back, bumping into a dresser, holding his cheek looking, looking stupid as hell.

I go back in on Star, but Ray picks me up by the waist and puts me over his shoulder. "RAY, PUT ME DOWN!" I say, beating his back. "As much as I want you to beat both of their asses, I don't want you catching a charge." He says going down the stairs. "NIGGA PUT ME DOWN! I CAN FUCKING WALK!" He puts me down and I jet out the front door.

I run to his car, hot tears running down my face. "How could he do this to me?" I whisper. "MY LIFE HAS BECOME HELL! I WISH I NEVER CAME BACK TO HIM!" I scream.

Ray, once again, lifts me up, bridal style, and gets in the back seat. I sit there and cry my eyes out. He strokes my hair and keeps repeating "I got you."

My eyes get heavy and I start to fall asleep.

☀️The Next Morning☀️

I wake up feeling strong arms around me. I turn and see Ray sound asleep. I was in a big tee shirt with just underwear and he just had on boxers.

I slip from his reach and go to the bathroom. I was my face and brush my teeth because I can't stand morning breath. I come back out and Ray is sitting up rubbing his eyes. I don't know why but I just break down again. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead. "I got you." He repeats like he did last night.

Once I get myself together, I wipe my tears and hear my stomach rumble. "Want to go get some breakfast? Ray asked, running my arms. I nod. "Okay, I'll use the bathroom down the hall." I nod again.

I hop in the shower, letting the warm water wash over me. I cry more in the shower. Why am I crying so damn much? And over a nigga? I wipe my eyes and look to the ceiling, meaning to look up in heaven. Trying to get a hold of my Aunt Lois. "Aunt Lois, if you're listening, give me strength." I close my eyes and I hear her words. "I'm your Savior." I smile. She will always have my back.

I get out because I was getting wrinkled. I lotion down and put on a simple black and white baseball jersey, black leggings, and my black vans. I put my hair in a messy ponytail and throw on some dark shades because boo these bags under my eyes, not even concealer can clear up.

I go downstairs, hearing Ray on the phone. "You messed up. Bad man. She was crying in her motherfucking sleep, Jacob. Then, this morning, she just broke down. You just need to give her some time like months dude." He pauses. "And don't even call my phone. I'm not anywhere near okay with what you did." Pause. "Bye." He turns and sees me. He shoves his phone in his pocket and walks over to me. "Come on, let's go grub."

We go to his car and just drive for a little. The windows down and the sun flowing through. Peaceful. I feel Ray's hand on my thigh and I don't move it. It kind of comforts me. We finally arrive at a Chick Fil A and we hop out.

When we get inside, I order the Chicken Minis, hash brows, and an orange juice. Ray orders the same and we find a window seat, eating in silence for a little. "How you feelin'?" Ray asks. I shrug my shoulders. "Like shit." I say, eating a hash brown. Ray laughs. "I understand that." We then start talking about pointless shit, Ray making me laugh most of the time.

We throw our trash away and head out , riding again. We finally go back to my house and I see Prince's car zoom away. "Why the fuck was he here?" I say. "Jay, don't get worked up." I jump out the car when it comes to a stop and run to the front door, where there's a note taped to the door. I take it and read it.

Janae
I'm so sorry for what you had to witness and I just hop that one day you can forgive me. But I just want you to know that I still love-

I don't even finish reading it because I rip into shreds. Ray runs up behind me and asks "What was that?". "Bullshit. Complete and utter bullshit." I unlock my door and storm inside. "IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF ALL OF THIS! CANT I JUST LIVE A NORMAL FUCKING LIFE! IF I NEVER CAME BACK TO VISIT THAT JACKASS, I WOULDNT BE IN THIS SITUATION." I rant and rave for a good five minutes, throwing stuff, punching pillows. Then Ray comes and pulls me to him. I try to push away, pounding on his chest and I know it hurt because I'm heavy handed. I eventually stop and look up at him, right in the eye. We stay like that for a good two minutes, when he leans in.

UNEDITED SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES!!!!