Trap in my own Wonderland

Chapter 6: Reminiscing

"Mahal, I want you to always remember how much your mean to me okay? No other man will I ever love, only you."

I cupped his face and place a quick kiss on his both cheeks.

He then *chuckled, every time I did that he would lifted me up and drop me down so he could stop me? I don't think so mister. I kissed his nose when he did it anyway.

"Don't say that, we don't know, you maybe get over me someday when I'm gone."

"Why would you say that? That would never happend!" I poutedly said.

"How can you be so cute to me?? Igoo!!" proceeds to squeezing my nose.

"Just, don't get depress when that happens okay Saint?"

"Wah! I would not, Even if your gone I'll have a new guy with me!" *blee! 😝

Though I didn't t mean what I say, I said it to tease him anyway.

He put his hand on my head and said, "Good." as he smiled a bit. He then slid in my arm a brown bracelet rosary.

"What's this?" I asked as I lift my arm so I can see and examine what he gave me.

"My way of saying, keep me in one of your prayers." He said as he touched the end of it which is the cross.

"Yes My Hurshyl (His real name) as you wished." then I tickled on both of his armpits.

"Hahahaha stop it! Hahaha."

"No I won't haha."

I watched the brown rosary he gaved me slipped in my left arm.

During the time I was not eating. All I can think about was the blissful memories between me and hurtz, like this one.

We then made fun of each other...That was a part of my memory that brought back to my remembrance right now. I never knew what he said he'd be gone someday would be a premonition of his...

I should have known.

If I were given another shot on love......I don't think I can handle loving another....When my heart only beats to just one person. That person alone.