The most hated to wanted girl

23 | I want to kill you

Y/n's pov
As I heard the question I stopped doing what I was doing.

"I-I-" I got cut off by Jimin.

"It's okay if you don't wanna talk about it" he said as he took my hand to hold it.

"Jimin, I don't know, h-he took my virginity" I said as I started to cry. My tears were flowing down my cheeks right now.

"Y/n, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that" He said as he hugged me.

"No, no it's okay" I said as I pulled away. "I just keep on getting these flashbacks from that night" I said as I wiped my tears.

"Yea, I'm sorry for asking" he said.

"The truth is that it...it felt good" I said quietly.

"What?" He asked me as he didn't hear my answer.

"He did make me feel good" I said shyly. "Since it was my first time. I only felt pain first but later...it turned into p-pleasure"

"Oh..." was the only word that came out of his mouth. "I didn't know HE would, YOUR STALKER would make you feel um...good" he said as he let go of my hand.

"But Jimin I swear I didn't mean to beg for him to do it. At that moment I couldn't think about anything" I said as I looked him straight into his eyes.

"Y-yea..." he said.

"Jimin, please believe me" I said as I took his hand.

"I just need think right now, it's a lot of information" he said as he shoved off my hand and walked away. He opened the door and left.

Fuck. I FUCKING HATE MYSELF. Why did he do this to me. How the fuck could he make me feel good.
I got up from the chair and went upstairs. I got into my room and picked up my phone.

"I'm gonna call this disgusting man to meet him so I can fucking kill him" I said to myself as I unlocked my phone.

I was scared at first to call him because I didn't wanna hear him since he, HE was the one who raped me, the one who took my, MY virginity.
I clicked on the number and put my phone onto my ear.

"Oh hello darling, I never thought you would call me" he said.

"Can we meet?" I asked him straight away.

"Aww, you wanna meet me now, after everything. When do you wanna meet me darling?" He asked happy.

I rolled my eyes and said "Now".

"Ooo, my baby wants to meet her daddy. Okay darling meet me at the gas station at 8 pm" he said as he clicked me.

"You motherfucker..." I said as I threw my phone onto my bed. I quickly grabbed it to check the clock. The clock was already 7 pm.

"Now I will kill that jerk" I said as I kept on walking around in my room.

"Ahh, I don't know what to say!" I said to myself as I hit my head.

"Fuck, okay come on y/n pull yourself together" I said to myself. I took a breath and went downstairs.

"Oh Jungwon" I said as I got down into the kitchen. "You're home".

"Yea, why wouldn't I?" He asked me confused.

"Oh, no um...forget it" I said as I walked past him to go the living room.

"Uhh okay" he said as he opened the fridge. "Did you help Jimin with his wounds?".

"Y-yea I did" I responded as I kept my eyes on the TV.