NINGNING POV
*I recommend listening to lucid dreams hy aespa while reading this chapter... k bye!
it's 11:58 this evening and I saw minjeong holding my hand while dozing, shuhua is in the opposite side of the bed looking through her online media, she was to concentrate so I didn't bother her.
"uh shu I believe time's slipping away you should go home" I said and she checked out me.
"oh you're awake" she said and put her telephone down along the edge table.
I recently gestured and grinned.
"I really wanted to stay, however soojin needs me at the dormitory" she said and snatched her handbag preparing to return home.
"soojin? our shushu have a girlfriend" I said and faked cry.
"senseless, I don't she's simply a companion, I now and then believe she's my mother" she said and we both chuckled.
"you should go now, bye shushu!" I said and said farewell.
"bye, I'll rebound tomorrow" she said and left through the entryway.
shuhua returned home, I just watched minjeong rest, I stroked her hair briefly however she woke up.
minjeong woke up and checked me while sniffing, her eyes are truly puffy again so I thought she cried.
"are you alright? you should go back to the dorm and rest" I said and demanding her to return home and rest.
"I'm alright, I need to stay with my baby ningie here" she said and squeezed my cheeks.
"no I demand, you can't rest serenely here, return home amd rest I'll be alright" I said pushing her to return home.
"you sure?" she inquired.
I just gestured accordingly, she stood up and extended, she strolled along the edge table and snatched her sack.
"I'll return tomorrow ningie" she said and said farewell. "I love you my ningie, rest alright?" she added.
"love you too unnie minjeong" I said and flyed a kiss.
I began to figure the reason why did she become so sweet to me I just knock my head and presently she's by and large exquisite to me, yet who am I to gripe, I'm appreciative that I have her in my life, having a companion like her is one of the most incredible thing that happened to me.
I took a look at the window, the blustery breeze enters from the glass window, stars are splendidly sparkling and the moon is full and it sparkles.
the moon helps me to remember Giselle's eyes, the moon is excellent like her and nobody can't reject that.
"I wish you're here with me this evening giselle" I contemplated internally and shut my eyes.
the window abruptly opened so I quickly woke me up to check the reason why is it opened, I feel like somebody's watching me, I saw a figure of a tall woman coming towards me, I wasn't apprehensive as I have an inclination that it's giselle my solitary love.
"giselle?" I said as I was searching for her
"ning" a natural voice called me.
the shadow become a young lady, it was giselle the young lady that I'm yearning for, the young lady that I really want, my beginning and end.
she contacted my face and held her hands, I embraced her and burried my face into her neck.
I believed that this is a fantasy, yet you felt so genuine, your wonderful face, and that lovely eyes of yours, everything felt so genuine.
I missed this, I miss her, I miss us.
in case this is a fantasy I most certainly wouldn't have any desire to awaken, let me live in this fantasy.
"I miss you my adoration" giselle said holding ny face and resting her head onto mine.
"I miss you to such an extent" I was entirely enchanted, to the point that I began to cry.
"where did you go? for what reason did you leave me?" such countless inquiries I posed however none of them she replies.
"Please accept my apologies, I thought leaving you was the main way for my sentiments to stop, however I wasn't right, I missed you such a lot of my adoration" she said and embraced me firmly, I can hear the sincereness in her voice.
we embraced like there is no closure, I couldn't care less in case it's genuine or simply a fantasy I would dont need this to end.
she pulled out from the embrace as she took a gander at me in my eyes, her face was as yet lovely, her eyes says a ton and I could feel it.
"please never leave me again" I asked and hold her hand.
"I will" she said and put ny head on her shoulders, we checked out the side watching the stars sparkle.
why am i so attached to you, everytime you leave me i don't know what to do, i just can't stop loving you, i dont know what else to say, you drive me crazy.
she inclined consistently nearer regarding our face was only an inch away, I investigated her cherry red lips as it met mine, I shut my eyes as our lips began to contact, the delicate quality of her lips resembles paradise.
I felt so particularly fulfilled as it was the initial time, I surrendered and pulled her nearer, I felt her hands contacting my neck.
she felt so sweet, she humble me down to my knees, she's the one I needed, the one that I just required.
I cannot bear it any longer I simply don't need this to end.
I can't stop love.
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update today is a little messy cause I'm a little dizzy.
