Someone i loved

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Sad story cuz I'm too sad to do other kinds of shit
Italic=flashback

3 days have passed.

3 mournful days.

3 days since the love of his life was no longer there. By his side. Together through thick and thin.

But there oath had come true.

Together til death separates them.

James Buchanan Barnes.

Alone again.

What was the point of living if you could loose what you cherished. The most valued possession life could ever give you.

Sam. He was the love of his life. He was everything. He gave him everything. He gave him the attention, the time and the patience. He gave him love.

But it was all gone. Gone forever.

He was now in their apartment. In their room. Alone.

He hasn't slept, hasn't showered, hasn't even managed to move from their shared bed. He just cried.

Cried till his lungs couldn't anymore.

Drank till his stomach ached. (Though he can't get drunk)

This was a daily thing for Bucky.

Every time he manages to find some sleep, nightmares keep crawling back to him. But it only focused on one thing:

His Sam.
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They were on a mission. Saving innocent lives. It was a risking mission, but it didn't matter to any of them. They loved their job.

The fire was getting stronger. Much worse.

"Buck, imma need you to take all these people out of the building and somewhere safe.

"I need to end what they started"

"What about you?" Bucky asked desperately.

"Just go! Before it gets any worse for them to handle."

Sam knew what was coming. He knew one day Bucky would have to move on on his own. He knew Bucky was not ready.

James went and ran out with the 5 people needing rescue. He ran back to his boyfriend desperately looking for him under the flames.

He started to slow down and everything started to get dark.

Just in the nick of time, he found the love of his life.

Lifeless.

James checked for his pulse.

Nothing.

Maybe because of his suit.

He checked for signs of breathing.

Nothing.

"SAM!"

"Don't...leave...me"

"I ne-need you, Sam...I love...you..."

Then came darkness. The sounds of the ambulance and fire department sirens getting louder by the second.

They were both rescued and were taken to the hospital.

Except for Sam.

He didn't survive the fire. And Bucky was just full of bruises and awake.

"We couldn't save him, sorry. It was all we could do."

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He now laid on their bed, or just his bed. It was awfully quiet. The place was always full of laughter and yelling ( at Bucky for spilling all the pancake mix on the floor as an attempt to make breakfast). But now it was a deserted place, full of silence and the only thing you heard was the sound of their neighbors.

It was lonely without Sam.

But Bucky knew that Sam wouldn't want to see him like this. Sam would tell him everything would be alright. He would tell him that he was there for him. He was there for him through thick and thin. He would tell him to never give up.

Bucky got up and was ready to start over, knowing Sam would be watching over him.

He knew everything would be alright.

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