Y/n's POV
I looked outside the window of the plane I was in, to hide my tears from anyone that might see it while biting my lower lip to supress the pain.
It was the first time I saw him cry that much. I feel so guilty for leaving him but I had no other choice. I closed my eyes and let all my tears drop while remembering everything that happened this past few days.
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Saturday [ 2 days before the flight]"Yah! Wait for me, You know I hate running!"
He shouted while trying to catch up on me. I was just laughing hard while watching his 'grandpa run'.
"Hurry up Grandpa! You're too slow."
He just frowned at me and proceeded to run while I keep my distance from him.
He's Min Yoongi, My first love. We live together along with our six other brothers. Don't get me wrong, I'm not their biological sister. Their not real brothers either. They were all from an orphanage and a kind hearted billionaire-- Mr. Bang-- chose to adopt all seven of them. And me? Mr. Bang is my mother's best friend but unfortunately, she died due to an illness. After she died, My father left and abandoned me. He said He was only going to work abroad for a few months but its been ten years and He hasn't come back yet. I know its already too late but deep inside, I'm still hoping that He would come back for me. I let myself think that He have a reason for not being able to come back and I want to know what it is. Then maybe... Just maybe, I would be able to live peacefully without the pain of abandonment hunting me everytime I try to fall asleep.
"You're such a brat Y/nie."
Yoongles whined when He finally caught up. I smiled at him. I'm so thankful for having him, My other oppas', Jungkook, and Mr. Bang. They were the reason why I wasn't too sad about not having my parents around. They made me feel all the love that was almost too much for my little heart to handle.
Like I said, Yoongi is my first love. I discovered that I had feelings for him eight years ago when I was eighteen. I've only known him for two years back then and to be honest, I never expected that I would fall for him because He was a bit distant and He doesn't show his emotions too much. But I think his 'tsundere' type of personality was the reason why I fell for him. He already know about my feelings and I think He feels the same. We haven't entered a relationship yet because for now, we're just contented of having a mutual understanding between our feelings for each other, and to me.. Thats the sweetest kind of love..
"Hyung.. Is something wrong?"
He asked which made me look behind me and saw Namjoon with a gloomy expression.
"Someone's..... Here for you, Y/nie.."
He sadly replied. For some reason, My heart started beating so fast.
C-could it be?...
I gulped and didn't even bother asking him who it was. I just rushed straight inside while the two of them followed me.
And there He was...
He instantly stood up after seeing me enter.
"Y/nah.. My daughter.."
His eyes began to tear up while looking at me. He then walked towards me but I stepped backwards which made him stop.
I just stood still and looked at him while my vision slowly gets blurry because of the tears that were covering my eyes.
"A-appa?..."
I uttered with disbelief in my tone. After all these years.. He's finally back. I don't know what to do. Should I be happy now that He came back? or should I resent him for taking ten long years to appear infront of me?
Without realizing, I ran towards him and hugged him as tight as I can. It was out of my control. My body seems to move on its own because that's what my heart was shouting for me to do while my mind was busy contemplating.
I missed him so much...
He hugged me even tighter and kissed the top of my head while I just closed my eyes tightly to feel the warmth of my father's hug after ten years of being apart.
"W-what took y-you so long?"
I asked in the middle of sobbing before gently pushing him to get away from his arms. He wiped my tears with his thumb.
"I-im sorry Y/n.. I was such a coward. I thought that raising you would be hard for me, now that your mother was gone.. Please, forgive me."
He knelt down on both knees while holding both of my hands while I weakly sat infront of him.
Mr. Bang and the seven boys was just sadly staring at us while Yoongs was clenching his jaw. For some reason, He wasn't buying what my father was saying.After sobbing for a good amount of time. He looked right into my eyes with a desperate expression.
"Come with me, Let's live abroad and let me make it up to you."
"Y/nie.."
"Noona.."Almost all of them called for me after hearing what my father said.
I didn't know what to do. I want to spend time with him but I don't wanna leave my family...I slowly stood up and went beside Jin.
"I-im sorry but I don't wanna leave them.. They're my family."
I said without looking at him. I just held Jin's biceps while He covered me with his back.
"I... I understand.. I have to go back to the states in two days.. Let me use that time to make you change your mind."
Yoongi couldn't help but interrupt.
"She didn't say that she wasn't sure of her decision sir, There's no need for you to convince her."
He coldly said but my father didn't pay any attention to him. He just wiped his tears and looked at me before thinly smiling.
" I'm gonna go now.. You seems to be too shocked about my sudden visit. I'll give you some time to think about this..."
He looked at Mr. Bang and bowed before walking towards the door and leaving.
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A Single Step Out the Door || Min Yoongi • Reader || BTS FANFICTIONS
Fanfiction"You're leaving..?" He asked coldly while looking at me with an ice-cold expression. "I don't think I should stay any longer.. I don't feel welcome here anymore." He scoffed sarcastically and walked towards me, making me take a few steps backwards. ...