A Single Step Out the Door || Min Yoongi • Reader || BTS FANFICTIONS

• Missing you secretly •

A sound of glass shattering filled the whole living room when I entered the house. Jungkook was drinking water and He accidentally dropped his glass after seeing me. Just then, akl the boys worriedly got of their room to see what the commotion is all about except for Yoongi. They all seems surprised as I shyly bowed as a greeting.

"H-hi.."

I hesitantly said but no one answered. They just stared at me like they don't believe that I'm actually there.

Just then, Yoongi came from upstairs while scratching his head, He seems like He just woke up.

"What happened, what's that noi--"

He was stunned after seeing me. My heart felt painfully excited after seeing him again. I fekt the urge to run and hug him but I stopped myself because I know that He's mad at me for breaking my promise again.

Its okay, Everything will be fixed once I'm ready to tell the truth.. Right now, I just wanna rest.. I'm physically exhausted from the long flight and mentally tired from everything that happened.

Good thing Mr. Bang seems to have noticed it.

"Let's all talk about this tomorrow.. Let her rest first."-Mr. Bang

Yoongi just tilted his head slightly while looking at me coldly before walking back upstairs unbothered.

Jungkook looked at his Hyungs who slowly began to leave just like Yoongi. He then walked towards me and to my surprise, He poked my cheeks and pinched them.

"A-ah.. Why?"

I whined in pain while He cutely covered his mouth in shock.

" You're real?!!"- Jungkook

"Y...eah?"

"Wahhh Daebak! Its been so long Noona! How are you?!! I thought I was dreaming for a moment." -Jungkook

I let out a high pitched scream when He lifted me up and spin me around.

"Yah, Let's not get carried away Jungkookie, Put me down."

I couldn't help but laugh.

"Oh sorry, sorry.. I was just too excited."- Jungkook

I smiled. It was good to know that there was at least one of them who was glad to see me. He carried my luggage and pulled me towards my room.

"I clean this everyday Noona, Just for you."- Jungkook

He proudly said before sitting on the bed and wiggling his feet.

"Really? Good job"

I playfully ruffled his hair while slowly losing my smile.

" Are you not mad at me tho?... that I didn't contact you for over a year?.."

"We know you had your reasons Y/nie.."-???

I turned my head towards the door's direction to see Namjoon, Jin, Jimin, Hobi and Taehyung.
Hobi was the one who talked.

I bit my lower lip and began to feel my nose tingling since I wanted to cry.

"I don't know about Yoongi, tho.. He always seems so worried before but He seems upset now."- Namjoon

"I've missed you guys so much..."

That's all I could say before bursting into tears.
Taehyung was the first to hug me before all of them did as well. I felt so relieved to know that they understood me.

Now all I have to do now is to win back Yoongi's Love.

Yoongi's POV

I was so surprised to see her but I successfully didn't show any emotions earlier. I wasn't mad at her before. I was worried that something happened to her. I wasn't able to sleep well after losing all contact but seeing her again made me felt relieved but It also unleashed a feeling of angriness. She's perfectly fine but why didn't she contact me? Was it fun for her to make me worried? And what happened to her promise? Didn't she say she would only be gone for two months? Its been a fuckin year and She thought it would be okay for her to just show up and appear in our lives again?

A loud thud filled my room after I punched the wall out of frustration. My fist began to bleed but I didn't care. I just continously punched it until I was tired. My own blood stained my wall and A knock at the door was heard.

"Hyung? Are you okay?" -Jimin.

I didn't answer and just walked towards the mini fridge near my bed to get a can of beer. It wasn't there before but I needed to install one so I could avoid sleepless nights.

"Hyung..."- Jimin

"What do you want?"

I blunted out of frustration.

"Open the door for me"- Jimin

"I just dropped my beer Jimin, Let me sleep."

He didn't answr after that and just left.

I finished up the can of beer I was drinking and crushed it with my bare hands.

I wasn't frustrated because I'm mad at her. I'm mad at myself for letying my heart flutter after seeing her.

I thought I've moved on..

But seeing her again made me realize how much my love have grown..

I hate myself for not being able to hate her..
Because that's what she deserves for all the promises She broke..