A Single Step Out the Door || Min Yoongi • Reader || BTS FANFICTIONS

• A piece of Nostalgia •

[10 years ago]

I was only sixteen back then, sitting on a swing under the first snow of December.

Its almost Christmas.. I was supposed to be happy but My eyes are swelling from crying too much.

"Eomma..."

I uttered while my fingers are busy scratching my nails since that's my habbit when I'm feeling helpless and anxious. Its starting to bleed and it stings a lot but I didn't care. My mom died two weeks ago.. I thought it was gonna be okay since I still have Appa but He just left.

What am I gonna do now..?

I'm starting to feel cold but I don't wanna go home. Its not even a home anymore. Its just a loveless house with nobody in it. Its colder than the snow so I prefer being outside.

"Y/n-ssi.."

I heard a warm voice calling my name.

"H-huh?"

I slowly looked up and saw the most adorable gummy smile I have ever seen.

He pointed the van which is parked not so far away. From there, I recognised My mother's bestfriend and six other boys.

"H-how do you know me?"

I stood up while sobbing.

He smiled even brighter.

" Its okay.. Let's go home, You're not alone anymore."

He said which made me cry even more.

"Eommaaa!!"

I cried and hugged him tight even though I just met him. His body stiffened and we almost fell since He didn't expect what I did.

I cried.. I let everything out..
Everything that's too hard for a sixteen year old like me to handle.

He was the very first comfort I had after everything I've been through..

He slowly lifted his hand and rubbed my back gently while saying comforting words. I can tell that He was uncomfortable but He didn't push me away. Mr. Bang and the others are just staring at us, emotionally sympathizing with the pain I wad feeling.

After quiet a while, I started to calm down. I stepped back and pulled away from hugging him.

"I-im s-sor-rry."

I couldn't speak properly because I was interrupted by my uncontrolled sobs.

"Its okay.."

He took my hand to lead me towards the van's direction but He noticed the wound in my fingers. He sighed and took a bandage from his pocket.

" I always carry this with me since Namjoon is too clumsy and always injures himself."

He gently smiled while putting it on me.

"Done.. Let's go?"

He offered his hand which I unhesitantly accepted before walking towards the people that will soon be my new family...
.
.
.
[End of flashback]

"Y/n-ah!"

I snapped back to reality after hearing a familiar voice.

"Y-yoongi Oppa?! What are you doing here?!"

I had to shout since the rain was too loud.

"I'm the one who should be asking that!"

He walked towards me while holding an umbrella.

"I was just trying to enjoy the rain"

I waited for him to get close before answering.

"Let's go home, Its dangerous!"

He held my wrist and pulled me inside the umbrella. Shivers went running down my spine and I felt a funny sensation inside my stomach after being so close to him so I stepped outside again.

"I'm already wet so I don't need it. Let's go."

I tried to walk first before him but due to my stupid clumsiness, I slipped and fell straight on my butt.

"Careful! Are you okay??"

He worriedly kneeled before me.

"A-ah.. My poor buttocks"

I whined while trying to stand up.

" Hold this."

He handed me the umbrella before lifting me up.

"Y-you don't have to--"

He cut my words.

"Stop being stubborn and stay still. Let's go home"

He said with authority in his voice which made me shut up. I just wrapped my arm of his neck while my other hand was holding the umbrella.

Once again.. He was the one to take me home..
.
.
.

"Hyung what Happened?" -Hobi

"Why are you all wet? And what were you doing outside this early?" - Mr. Bang

"Are you okay Noona?" - Jungkook

"I was so worried about you Y/n-ah."- Jin

They were all asking a bunch of questions right after Yoongi put me down infront of the door. He scoffed sarcastically and removed his shirt which made me look the other way instantly.

"Making people worry seems to be her new hobby."

He commented which made me feel numb. I felt embarassed and hurt by his blunt comment but I acted as If I didn't hear it.

I explained what happened to them and went to my room to wash up.
.
.
.
'Ahhhhhhhh, I knew it was a bad idea!'

I scolded myself while helplessly laying on the bed. My muscles are all sore, I have a fever and my butt hurts. It feels like hell.

"Y/nie..?"-Taehyung

I looked at the door and saw Taehyung and Jimin.

"Yeah?"

I weakly replied.

"We brought you some dumplings"- Taehyung

"I don't think I can eat right now Taehyungie Oppa.. I think I'll pass."

I replied but they still entered.

"You have to eat and drink your medicine."- Jimin

I sighed and forced myself to stand up and eat. They fed me even if I was perfectly capable of doing it myself.