Voldemort's Daughter

Chapter Seventeen

Lucy/Jynx's POV

It's been a year.
A whole year I've been Jynx
Why?
I can't take this!
You have to.
I lived on the streets the whole summer!
You can't tell them.
Why not!?
You could hurt them.
But they deserve to know!
But they can't, they'll get hurt!
I have to!
No you don't!
I'm going to tell them!
No you won't!
What will you do if I do tell them? Kill me? You're not real!!!
No but you are.

"Ugh! I can't take this anymore!" I say out loud. I was sitting with the marauders, Lily and Ivy.
"Can't take what?" James asks me confused. Tears brim my eyes and I let them spill out.
"This... This.... ACT!" I choke out between sobs.
Lily scoches over closer to me and asks softly,
"What act?"
"My- my life!" I say still crying.
"What do you mean? Jynx?" Sirius asks cautiously
Don't tell them!
I have to!
No you don't!
Yes. I. Do!
I let myself turn into myself and Iris turns rainbow after a long time of black.
I hear them all gasp and look at me. I continue looking at my hands even though I hear Lily and Ivy whisper,
"Lucy?"
I manage to nod.
You've put yourself in danger and your friends!
Oh, SHUT UP!!!
Fine, be that way.
I look up slowly and notice people are crowding our train compartment, I start crying again, silently, the way I'm to used to.
"DON'T YOU PEOPLE HAVE LIVES?!?!?!?!" James shouts at our over lookers.
"Thank you." I whisper to him.
"Your- your welcome" he replys shakily.
"I- I'll j-just g-go back I-I g-guess" I stutter wiping my eyes.
Then I teleport out of there just as I hear Sirius shouting my name.

I shouldn't have told them.
Oh, NOW you listen to me! Because a little to late for that!
Stuipid, stuipid, STUIPID!

I arrive at my destination, some random street I was living on.
Home, sweet home.

Sirius's POV
"GUYS! she was right there! She could have came back! Been happy!" I yell mad at them.
"Well, what were we supposed to do?!" James yells at me
"I don't know... HUG HER! did you even see how broken her face looked when she told us?!" I yell right back.
"She was right there, sitting next to me..." Lily whispers. Her and Ivy were crying.
"Guys, we have to tell Dumbledore about this! Maybe he can try and find her!" Remus tells us trying to break up our fight.
James and I nod in agreement and James whispers,
"She was right there."