LOVE IS GONE

CHAPTER 30

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Taehyung's pov

"Dr.Kim The operation went smoothly...." The nurse said i was relief and can finally rest

My Work was over...

Then someone approached me

It was My best friend Jungkook

He was been a friend of mine since we were a kid 

He was a doctor too So you can call us 'partners in crime'

"Yooooooooo!"Jungkook said then hits my back so hard

I hissed in pain....

"Why you look sad,bro? Hey by the way Will you picking up your 'Girlfriend again'" he said teasingly 

"Jungkook,For how many times I told you that she was not my girlfriend,She just see me as a friend and she loves somebody and not me" i said 

"You should confess your feelings for her,bro she needs you....you love her...you have a chance to prove it to her.." Jungkook said then he told me that he was going to leave and I let him

Then Something came of my mind

Then I remembered Jennie

And about lastnight 

I was completely worried about her 

How is she right now? Is she okay? 

For me Jennie was the Kindest person that i ever met

Yes,You can consider her a cheater but it doesn't mean that Jennie was a Bad person or anything.....

They say that jennie was A bad person and they told me not to attach with her...

But.....

I don't care about that it was in all on past

I believe that...

 person can change...

And jennie does...

I can see how jennie loves Lisa's so much after they broke up.Every day that i see her she was always been crying and calling her name....It makes me feel hurt like I was affected by that...

Yes,you can tell me that I have a feelings for her...but it doesn't mean that I can take advantage of her.... I'm not that kind of guy...

I texted Jennie and she said that she was okay amd she didn't go work which it didn't convinced me...

So I let my stubbornness and went on jennie's house...

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I finally arrived at jennie's house then I knocked on the door many times but there was no response so i slowly turned the doornob 

And I went upstairs and check ella first she was sleeping peacefuly so I closed the door slowly and went on jennie's room and there...

I saw Jennie was sleeping on the bed and hugging lisa and her picture?

And I can still saw her tears on her eyes even though she was 

I wiped her tears on her eyes,I dont want to see her cry like that 

Then she felt my presence when I wiped her tears

She slowly opens her eyes,i can see that her eyes was tired of crying

I think she was crying the whole night

Then she quickly get up amd sitted on the bed

I approached her sitting besides her

"Hey,are you okay?" I said 

"I-im o-okay,T-taehyung" she said

"Dont lie jennie! You're obviously not okay.." i said

Then.....She cried so hard after that..

I was panicking because I made her cry...

"Sorry uh jennie...thats not what I meant"i said 

"No,no,its okay its not your fault......its all my fault it is....Im stupid! Idiot!Disgusting!" Then she was hurting her self so I quickly stopped her

"TAEHYUNG.....SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH BUT WHAT DID I DO?! I JUST WASTE IT! SHE WILL NEVER LOVE ME ANYMORE!!! I'M A CHEATER! AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CHEATERS DOESNT DESERVE TO BE LOVED BUT TO HATE!! LEAVE ME! YOU ARE TALKING TO  A CHEATER! HATE ME! HURT ME! I DESERVE ALL OF THIS!"she was still hurting her self but she was trying to low her voice so that ella can't hear her crying

I hold her hands tightly and stopped her for blaming her self

I HUGGED HER SO TIGHT I SWALLOW MY SALIVA AND BIT MY LIPS PREVENTING FROM CRYING SHE WAS HITTING MY CHEST WEAKLY WHILE CRYING

I'M NOT easily to cry but.....i just known that this was my soft side

"NO! ITS NOT YOUR FAULT JENNIE! AND I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE YOU JENNIE! BECAUSE YOU.....UHHH"I was about to say that I love you to her but i managed to stop.

"WHAT? WHAT IS IT?!"she said while crying 

"JENNIE...LOOK AT ME..." i said she didn't obeyed

"DONT LOOK TO THIS CHEATER FACE!"she said while covering her face while crying

"LISTEN TO ME...JUST LOOK AT ME..."my voice were cracked 

Then she look at me slowly i can see her face was full of hurt and pain 

"BECAUSE.....BECAUSE...I......I....LOVE YOU JENNIE....I HAVE A FEELINGS FOR YOU,JENNIE"i said without breaking the eye contact 

Her eyes widen and she didn't respond 

"SAY SOMETHING...."i said

"TAEHYUNG......YOU.....YOU DON'T DESERVE TO BE WITH ME.... YOU KNOW ABOUT MY PAST AND I KNOW I KNOW,TAEHYUNG....YOU'RE A GOOD MAN  ANY GIRLS LOVES YOU...WHY ME TAEHYUNG?THE CHEATER LIKE ME? DONT YOU HATE ME?AREN'T YOU SCARED OF ME"she said while her eyes went watery 

"No-" she cuts me of

"Taehyung we can't, im sorry you deserve a better girl for you...please you need to leave i need some space" she said

She pulled me gently and she brings me outside the door and she gently pushed me outside

She closed the door and locked it

"JENNIE...PLEASE ...... OPEN THIS DOOR" I SAID WHILE PATTING THE DOOR GENTLY AND CRYING

" PLEASE YOU HAVE TO LEAVE NOW..THE PERSON LIKE ME DON'T REALLY SUITS YOU....REMEMBER IM A CHEATER....." SHE SAID THEN I FELT HER SITTING ON THE GROUND AND RESTED HER BACK ON THE DOOR

I WAS JUST STANDING THERE CRYING....