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Lisa's pov
Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today
Reading that text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway
It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn't say hi 'cause I looked away
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night
'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer
And I saw you with him
Didn't think you'd find another
And my world just seemed to crash
Shouldn't have thought that this would last
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night....
Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer
As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I'm slowly drowning in memories of her
And I know it shouldn't matter
As my heart begins to shatter
I'm left to wonder
Just how it should have been, yeah
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I was currently staying at Jisoo's house i dont want jennie to see me crying just like this.....
It was 12 pm but i can't sleep because of what happen a while ago
Then.....I cant help but to recall and remember what happens between jennie and kai did....
Why jennie? Why?......
I tried not to cry because unnie can hear me crying
I tried to fight this feeling inside of me
And I hold The picture....it was jennie and me....
It was a very important picture that I cherished
I was hugging it then stared the picture
If I just could make the time back... the time that jennie used to love me...used to understands me no matter what our situations going...
I missed Nini....The old nini i used to love....The only girl I want to marry with...
Can i still call her mine.... if she was already with someone else.....
Then I put Our picture on the table ....
Did he touch you so good?
Did he turns you on?
Did he loves you the way I do?
Did you exchange my love on lust?
Do you still love me......
Just tell me that you don't love me anymore...
then I'll set you free....
While something is still beating in your heart...while i still have a place on you heart.....
I will fight for our love even it hurts....i will endure all the pain....in the name of our love....
I will fight for us..Jennie...
I bit my lips to prevent from crying
I hold my phone then Went on My Gallery
I can see so many pictures....it was just only me and jennie especially jennie have so many pictures on my gallery
Then I saw one video....It was about our last anniversary jennie was surprised me on our anniversary....
Then I felt it...my eyes went watery
I played it again and again I can't count how many times did I played it back you can say countless times...
I decided to go and fall asleep....
I was about to lay down when I accidentally hit our picture on the table by my elbow
Then.....
The picture fell out then it was now a
BROKEN GLASS....
My eyes widen and quickly approached the broken picture
"No,no....." i said then a tear escape into my eyes my emotions were uncontrollable I was crying intensely
I tried to fix the Broken glass....
But.....
I was pierced by a broken glasses in my hands and it was bleeding .... the blood was very strong same as my heart bleeds continuously ... I tightened my grip on the broken glasses and it bled even more .... and i cant control my tears not because of these glasses but the pain i feel in my heart ..... it hurts even more to love someone ......you loved ....... than to be pierced by a broken glasses or something....
I can't feel hurt on the broken glass.....
The blood was dripping out of the floor....but i don't care...... i was crying silently trying not to get jisoo wake up.....
No,jennie you can't....
You promised on me.....
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12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed
I'm not thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and im not that strong to hold on
Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song
So much stronger....
YOU ARE READING
LOVE IS GONE
FanfictionI was on the outside of the mansion then I heard moans and groans not too far away from here... So I went on the dark corner on the house were there was no people in there And there i saw...... Kai and jennie were making out ...
