Let the water in

The water had always been there

But when he had had Newt at least they could face it together

He didn't have Newt anymore

He was alone

And all the water did was push in,

Suffocating him,

Pushing him out of his mind.

...

He went through the days,

Stumbling along,

Waiting for the water to fill him up,

Take him for good.

Talk to people, 'listen' in class, he didn't need to

He already knew all, of that.

He didn't know how much longer he could take it.

...

In someways he was already dead

Walking around,

Silent,

Broken,

With no personality.

He was a robot,

He may have escaped them long ago,

But he was still under the control of WICKED

He would never be able to fully escape them

He was ready to drown