Marry-Ann's P.O.V
I see my parents and a hole heap of other cars that belong to people I know in my drive way as I pull in.
Ohh shit what did I do, I thought to myself as I lock up my car.
Shit why did I give my parents the spare key to my house.
What are they going to do to me.
I hope they ain't mad at me.
Oh god if you are real please help me.
These are all the thoughts going through my head as I open up the door walk through.
Shit I'm in big trouble
I thought as I saw everyone I'm close to sitting in some type of Circle, all of them looking at me with some sad some disappointed and some mad faces .
"Katherine we need to talk" said my mother her face held great disappointment and sorrow as she Pointed to the couch.
I put my car keys on the small table near the door and walked slowly to the seat looking at everyone.
"What's going on" I said once I was seated.
"Honey you need help professional help" said my aunt Betty while rubbing my shoulder.
" What the hell does that mean I'm not crazy if that's what your trying to say "
I said in a angry voice
I mean what the fuck Are They trying to say I don't need help I don't won't nor need anyone's help I'm perfectly fine.
I quickly get up and get ready to leave
Fuck this shit I'm not going to sit here and listen to them talk about how I need help and what's wrong with me.
"Sit the fuck down right know " my dad yelled standing up
Oh fuck
He's pissed oh shit I'm fucked
I quickly sit back down and keep my mouth shut
"Now that your seated lets continue WITHOUT ANY interruptions " he said giving me a pointed look
I just nodded not daring to say anything
"Good"
" Now I think I speak for us all when I say that we're all very worried about you"
my dad said sitting back down
Everyone started nodded their heads saying yes Yep and many more things
" There's nothing to be worried about I'm perfectly fine nothing's wrong with me so I don't see what your all worried about" I said looking at everyone,
I mean
seriously I'm fine I don't know what their so worried about.
" We all know that's not true everyone here in this room knows your not fine, I mean come on let's get real here marry you haven't slept in ages and have been taking all kinds of drugs,
I mean look at yourself look at what you have done to your body to you your no longer the same,what happened to that little girl that was so full of love hope and happiness, the girl I used to play with in the park the one we all know and love hmm... what happened to you that was so bad that it made you the way you are today" my cousin jasper said almost crying.
" I grew up that's what happened I went to the military I'm not a little kid it's about time you do too because then maybe you then you would understand"
I said really upset but still not letting them know that on the inside I'm slowly dying from the pain I'm causing them in the military I learned not the show your emotions if you show your emotions you get yourself and loved ones killed.
" You don't get it do you, we're all trying to help you" my mother said
" No you don't get it I don't need help what I need is for all of you to just stop, stop trying to help me cause I don't need it I don't want any help understand just leave me alone" I say getting mad
"Ok I'm over this here's what's going to happen your going to a therapist and your going for a whole two months every day except Sunday's and if you don't everyone here will never speak to you again and you will never be a part of the family again" my farther said i could see all the different emotions flashing though his eyes.
This time he was dead serious no more fucking around
Shit fuck dick cunt motherfucker uhhh
" Are you serious " I say just that to know for sure he's not joking
"Dead serious" dad says everyone nodding in agreement
I can understand why they are doing this I know it's for the best but they don't understand nothing can help me not any more not after everything that's happened everything I've done no one can understand that unless they have been though it aswell
I guess I can go even if it's just to humour them maybe get them off my back I mean it wouldn't hurt right?
"Fine I'll go " I say sighing in the process reluctant hopefully this therapy will help in some way
Everyone started smiling big and saying thank you
At that moment I was relieved that I could cause them a bit of relief for a while I know they stress and are just trying to help me but I don't think anything can help me now
Little did I know that it was just the beginning of a hole new chapter of my life
A/N
Cliffhanger sorry
