5th November, 2019
Hi.. Uh.. Well I gotta say I really should give up somehow. I'm more depressed than before, dont focus on studies, not the classes too. Because of him. But i'm somehow scared to tell him my feelings.. What if we dont even remain friends? What if he hates me? What if everything gets ruined between us.. I'm so afraid of this. I dont wanna lose him for real. What if he's like 'you like boys? Woah and you like me? You're gay? Omg i didnt know that.. I'm sorry but I Don't and never will like you after this.'
This will hurt. Give me nightmares. Wont let me sleep. Make me cry. I'm so stressed rn.. Idk what to do.. But at least I can prove that Yeji is cheating on him with another guy right? Yeah right I should.. I cant let him be like this even after knowing the truth. But I still havent figured a way out. I'm so confused like, she's doing it like a pro. How do I even.. Anyways.. I shouldnt give up right? He Won't say the words I'm expecting right? I should give it a try.. But I'm scared that I may lose our friendship too. I'd have to go to another uni or something for that only. Its his fault. I hate him for stealing my heart. And I'll hate him even more after he breaks it. I know I'm somehow being childish in here.. But I cant anymore.. I'm so lost at this point. This diary is my only safe place to write down my thoughts. It wont judge me. I can talk freely.. Nevermind.
It's already 3 am and I can't sleep. Maybe i can sleep after writing all these, for a few hours though
Goodnight anyways
--Minho
A/n: this is getting boring
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