For You | ❝Hyunho❞ ✔️

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Hyunjin POV

It was his funeral that day. I went there and was there with Seungmin all the time since he broke down badly, so did I.

"You read everything, right?" he asked, staring somewhere else.
"Hm, I did. I can keep it with me right?" I asked him in a low voice.

He just nodded, letting out a sigh.

I totally forgot about her because I didn’t want to see her anyway.
But suddenly I saw her from afar.

I needed to break up with her officially. So I went there to her.

"Hey."
"O-oh Hyunjin-"

"Who do you think you are? You're gonna use me and you thought I'd never know? How funny." i said cutting her off.

"Who told you that-"
"You dont need to know do you? You killed.... Him. I fucking hate you."

"No.. I didnt kill him trust me.. It was my boyfriend-"
"WHY DID HE KILL HIM? WHAT HAD HE DONE TO HIM?"

She remained silent as I yelled at her.

"I... Will never forgive you both. I'm going to the police for the case. I'm gonna show all of these and will make him go to prison. You also deserve it but.. Unfortunately you cant go. I hope you go someday. I really hope you suffer." I said as a tear streamed down on my face.

"Was I... Not enough for you? I wasnt right? I gave all my attention to YOU and look at you..."

She looked down in guilty I guess.

I left her there as she stopped me.

"I know its all my fault, but do you love him anyway?"

"Yes I do. I fucking do. So what?" i turned and said.

"Does that matter now?"
"i know that doesnt actually matter now. I dont care anyway. I'd love a dead man rather than loving you."

"And, he isnt dead. He's alive in my heart. Now go fuck off."

I went back home then.

Honestly it was hard for me to accept the truth. But I had to somehow.

I wish you back Minho.
I love you, I really do. I know you wont come back, I still want you back anyway.

A/n: this is coming to an end?
Well I'll finish it in this month ~
Thanks for 1k+ reads ^^