For You | ❝Hyunho❞ ✔️

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Minho pov
Its been a month since they started dating, i had been jealous all this time. what else would i feel like-

"So, since its a holiday tomorrow i wanted to hang out with y'all" Hyunjin said, as we all were there with him.

"Annnd its our one month anniversary too~" Yeji added.

I might smile but inside i was boiling, i really think i should get used to it..

"Minho you'll go too right?" he asked.
I looked up and nodded.
"Why not haha"

He also smiled, which made it harder for me to move on.

"Ah that'd be great, Felix is going too?" seungmin asked me.
I just nodded.

"Ah then great! We're all going to the amusement park and it'd be fun i guess" Han claimed.

I just kept nodding since i had nothing to say lol.

We fixed the time and everything, everyone was so happy about tomorrow and there's me, standing and fake smiling i guess-

After that Everyone went home so did i. I was tired as always-

I just kept writing things and moments we had spent all this time.. Maybe I need another diary-

"20 September, 2019

Hi- yeah as always I'm gonna write nonsense in here lol. Tomorrow we're gonna hang out~ Maybe... Lemme just enjoy with my friends i guess? The more I think of him the sadder i get.. So... Yeah-
But it's hard to move on even if I know I can never have him :)
It hurts honestly.. But I'm okay i guess, someday I'll actually move on I hope
Thats it for today ig-? Bai bai

-- Minho

The next day

I got ready and waited for Seungmin to pick me up. Looking at the mirror for the last time- i looked good I guess?

Seungmin pressed the bell right away and I went to the door and opened it

" Yo hyung lets go~"  he said as i smiled and nodded.

We reached there and saw the others.

"They're here~~" Han said to Hyunjin who was with Yeji I guess.

Yeji and her friends also came with us cuz why not-
Well kinda good for me since she'd be busy with her friends

"I'll go Jinnie, have fun with your friends and I'll be there with my friends hehe" she said to Hyunjin.

Jinnie.. Lol
No but why so cringe-

"Okay babe, enjoy bye bye" he said and Yeji went to her friends.

"Okay now lets go?"
We nodded and went with him.

Timeskips; I could describe the whole day If i wanted to but I'm lazy to think rn and I'm in my online class plus I have some hws to do so yeah-

"Okay now...-"
"The ferris wheel?"
"Yeah It'll be the last one of the day sooooo lets go"
"Maybe no.."
I kinda hesitated since... I was scared of heights-

"Oh yeah he's scared of heights I forgot-" Seungmin said.
"Maybe he should... Go with Hyunjin then?" he added

Wtf I-
"Hey what-"
"Haha yes- Hyunjin go with him I'll go with Han bye~" they left the two of us alone-

"Uh... Yeah-"
He then held my hand. "Dont be scared okay?"
I just nodded and went in with him. How could I move on when he made my heart flutter everytime-

"Its going up~" he said looking outside.
I just nodded.

"Did you enjoy today?" he turned to me and said.
"Yeah, it was fun"
But I was scared-

"Are you scared-"
I couldnt help nodding cuz yeah-

"Dont look outside, look at me"

I blinked several times- then finally looked at him.

I know I cant look at you the way I should, but I cant help it.

My kept beating faster as I stared at his beautiful face, pretty eyes, and.. Kissable lips.

Oh my gosh..
He's just perfect.

"Okay come out" he said as I came back to reality.
"A-ah yes-" I then came out and went to seungmin without even looking at him cuz I was embarrassed as hell.

"So how was the day?" he asked me.
"G-good I guess- lets go home- Im tired-" I told seungmin.

"Kay-"
"Bye Hyunjin and Han- " I smiled and went back with Seungmin.

"Yah I-"
"I'll explain later ig lemme go home and rest-" I cut him off

Then I went home and changed.

"21 September, 2019

Yo- I just came backkk and guess what- I had fun today~ Imma describe it later as I'm kinda tired- ah sooooooo he was so.. Beautiful today- I mean he always looks beautiful but today he looked more.. Idk-
My feelings are so obvious like, I think he already knows that I've a crush on him???? Does he??? Or is he dumb?? Jk-
No but he's always with Yeji :(
It hurts me and I'm kinda losing hope
But maybe I should try confessing to him someday?? Should I? Maybe no... Maybe yes... I dont know... Help-
I dont wanna get rejected... But maybe i should try? Giving this diary to him-
AH NEVER I HOPE HE NEVER READS THIS JSKSKSMSL
I dont even know what I wrote in here all this time but okay I guess-
Okay I'll go sleep.. Bye~

-- Minho

A/n: I still wonder how it even reached 300+ reads :D
Ah anyways thank you and sorry for the verrrryyyyy slow update :(