The Dilf's Desire

Chapter Nineteen: Killing me slowly

A/N: Some form of physical abuse and violence is in this scene, if you are sensitive, you can skip through the chapter, it's just Louisa telling Atticus what she went through, but you can skip if you're uncomfortable🎈It was a lot even for me  but writing is the best medicine...Onto the chapter🦋

~Louisa POV~

~Flashback~
I was in the kitchen, cooking, I could barely stand, I was tired, my sides were bruised, I was sure my ribs were broken but here I was cooking up a storm for my loving abusive boyfriend.

"What smells so good baby?"

"Food." I said rudely, I was done at this point I wanted him to kill me and just end it all.

"Why are you so mean?" Oh I don't know, because every time you beat me I just love the sensation I get when I feel like my bones are breaking you know.

"I'm probably tired."

"Did you speak to your mother for the day?"

"Can I speak to my mother?" I asked him turning to him.

"Louisa."

"Yes Ethan?" I said and he sighed before turning to walk away, I sighed since that didn't end in a fight.

"Wear something pretty tonight, I'm taking you out." He said before leaving, I nodded and he left.
I checked to see if he was there and ran frantically to the cupboard looking for it, I found it and I placed it in my hoodie.

"Something cute." He popped back and I turned to face him with a smile.

"Of course." I said smiling and he smiled back. I'm going to kill you, you son of a bitch!

...

Hours passed and it was finally eight p.m, I placed on my joggers and my hoodie, that's right I wasn't dressing up for a bastard. He came into the apartment and I was sitting in the chair waiting for him.

"Why are you not ready?" He said coming in with a suit.

"I'm not going."

"I'm not doing this Louisa let's"-

"I'm not doing this either!" I said raising my voice, my heart was palpitating rapidly in my chest. "I'm done! I'm no longer going to be doing this." I said through gritted teeth pointing between myself and him.

"Louisa, I love you." He said innocently. "I want to spend the rest of my life with you." He said going down on one knee, I sprung up from the chair and stared at him as if he were insane.

"Would you make me the happiest man on the face of this earth and marry me?" He finished his sentence and I stood there looking at him with disgust.

"You think, I'd make you my husband? You-you cheat on me-you fucking hurt me every day, if you don't hurt me it's because you're not at home or you're ill, you're a drunk! You made me distance myself from family, I've lost friends because of you! You sick fuck! You're so fucked up to think I'd ruin myself more to marry you!" I said through gritted teeth and he rose from his knee and stared at me with murderous eyes.

"I wasn't asking Louisa." He said slowly and I gulped before stepping back.

"Well I'm telling you this Ethan-go to hell and take your stupid ring." I said before he made quick strides over to me to probably end my life. He grabbed a fist full of my hair and started to drag me away from the chair but I was not going down that road again, I jabbed his side and he let go of my hair.

I pulled the knife out of my hoodie and plunged it in his side making him scream out in agony. I pushed him but he managed to hold me and make me fall with him.

We went crashing down on the glass table and I fumbled to get away from him and I succeeded. I got up and looked at him screaming my name out in pain, playing the victim.

"Louisa-Louisa." He cried out and I looked at him with tears welled up in my eyes. I went to the cabinet and got the bat and stood over him, I wiped my runny nose and I started hitting him repeatedly, hearing him scream pained me but it was the right thing to do in my case.
I saw his movement slowing down and I got scared, I dropped the bat onto him and picked up my phone and ran out of the apartment.

I kept running, I didn't know where I was going, I had no one, I had nothing and I'm pretty sure I just murdered a man.

"Somebody help me! Please!" I started screaming out to anyone in particular. I was sniffing and smiling that I at least got away.

"I can't believe you'd hurt me like that Lou." I heard his voice and I turned to see him standing holding his side and watching me. I bolted and he ran behind me, I started screaming for someone, where the hell was everyone. I crawled through the hole in the neighbours fence and he got a hold of my foot.

"Come here." He said and I screamed before kicking him in his face making him loose me immediately. I tried to move as quickly as I can because my foot was pierced by one of the loose wires.

"Why are you running from me love? I just want us to have a happy life." He said sniffing due to me kicking his face.

"I wanted us to be happy." He said looking at me, I search my hoodie frantically, I heard it cock and went cold.

"You were going to shoot me baby? I love you Louisa!" He screamed into the lonely night. "YOU-ITS YOU I LOVE! I-LOVE-YOU! You and I were meant for each other!" He screamed like a deranged mad man.

"I don't want it to end like this, please say yes Lou, those beautiful eyes, I want my children to have it, we lost a baby, that could have had that." He said making the tears fall from my eyes thinking about my sweet child that I lost.

"We can be amazing parents, just marry me Louisa, I love you."

"I don't love you, this isn't love.." I said through gritted teeth and he looked like he'd seen a ghost.

"I can't love you." I said through gritted teeth. I saw him look away and I inched a bit to get a piece of broken glass from my pocket. When he raised up, I plunged the chard of glass in his chest and he screamed before going to the ground.

I backed away to keep my eyes from him and to get away but the gun went off, I felt the impact in my chest, my trust for him finally leaving my body completely, the blood started forming on my hoodie and I turned slowly to look at him.

"E-than." I said before stumbling and falling into the pool, my vision turning pitch black.