Ziall One Shots

Why do you hate me?

Niall P.O.V
I woke up,I feel empty, I feel around to find zayn but he's not there.'He knows I hate when he's not here when I wake up' I thought and got upset.

I make my way out of bed to walk down stairs. I see zayn watching tv on the couch. I sit down to his left side and put his arm around me and played with his right hand,but he didn't do anything.

I cuddled up to him, but he didn't seem to care. He didn't lay me down so that my back was on the couch and with him over top off me while hugging me and kissing me like he normally does. It hurt me but I just shakes it off.

"Hey zaynie do you want to go out tonight?" I asked him."No I can't" He mumbled. This is the 5th time I asked him and what hurts the most is he just goes out with the boys and I need to spend time with him too, I mean we go on tour with them I need alone time with him, but I can't tell them that or they'll think I'm snobby and selfish.

"Ok" I tried to kiss him, but he move his head over to the side so he can see the tv. Whoa that hurt.

I walked in the kitchen so I could make a breakfast. I just made some eggs and toast nothing to big. Zayn walked in I looked up at him from the counter and smiled, but I stopped when he opened his mouth, " Why didn't you make me something?!? God Niall why don't you stop thinking about your-fucking-self?! Can you get anymore like a selfish bitch?!! He yelled.

My heart broke into million pieces." III'm sssorry I'll go make you some I didn't know you wanted some" I stuttered quiet scared that he might yell again, but he knows I hate when people yell at me."Well maybe you should of asked!! You fucking better!! He yelled back at me.

8:00 p.m
I'm on the couch thinking what could I done to be so stupid and not make him breakfast, God how could I be so selfish.

Zayn walked to the little table, we have by the door to put our keys and stuff like that, he picks up his keys and puts on his jacket.

"Where are you going baby?" I ask wishing he would just cuddle with me."out" He said low." Ok where? When are you going to be back?" I ask worrying he won't come back, which is my worst fear.

"God Niall stop asking me stupid questions!!! And mind your own damn business!! He yelled at me then slammed the door when he left.

I got up and went to our room, or should I even say that?, I went to his side of the bed. I ruffled the cover and then I lay down, putting my head on his pillow smelling his scent, which made me cry harder. I miss when he was nice to me, when he cared about me, when he loved me.

Zayn P.O.V
I walked in the house. I seen all the lights are off,' he must be asleep' I thought. I went to the kitchen, turned on the light and looked at the clock,12:00 am.'No wonder I'm tired'.

I walk up stairs so I could go lay down. I was at the top of the stairs when I heard crying. 'Why the hell is Niall crying?' I open the door to see Niall on my side of the bed and with his back turned to me.

"Niall baby why are you crying?" I walked close to the bed and got in it. I went to go cuddle Niall but he moved away from me,which made me worry." Niall baby come here" I seen he nod his head no.

"Why do you hate me?" He asked." What?! I don't hate you baby." I was surprised by this. He turned around so he could be facing me, which broke my heart seeing him with tears in his eyes and down his face. "Yes you do!!!" He yelled making me jump a little." No I don't come here." I say with a calming voice." No you hate me."" No I don't" I raise my voice a little making him jump, "No I don't come here please" I say while I open my arms and he moved closer to me.

I pull him so close even our feet was touching. He cried in my arms and I put my arms more tightly around him and my hand in his fair, because I know it calms and relax him. While my other hand in his back. I started to kiss his head while whispering "I love you so much".