Ziall One Shots

Where Have You Been All My Life?

Nialls P.O.V

Life isn't easy like you think it will be when you're younger. You're not a Prince that lives in a castle with your love one. You not have a night an shining armor that saves you have the evil dragon.

Or maybe it turns out like this...

When you're in highschool you're not popular. No one cares about you. Everyone hates you and bullies you just because you're not "normal", just because you don't fit in.

I wish life was easy as what your parents make it seem when you're little.

You might be confused well I'm deaf. I wasn't born with it. I use to be able to hear when I was little. People take it for granted, they don't understand how it feels to be able to hear then wake up the next morning not being able to hear your mom telling you to woke up.

I don't know how or why it happened to me. I didn't nothing to deserve this. I was a good kid I had A and Bs in school, always did my homework/ school work. I was nice to people.

The worse part is when my mom told my friends about me being deaf they all acted nice to me while I was withy mom but as soon as she left they started making fun of me. They were the ones that started the bulling.

It got worse when I was in highschool everyone hates me I have done anything wrong. I can't hear them but I can read their lips. So after a while I stop because I couldn't can't all those mean words they say about me.

Now I'm in my first class of the day, which is math. I kept my head down on my deck while everyone else was talking to their friends.

I felt someone sit in the deck beside me. I looked up from my hoodie over at the person. It was a boy. He was so beautiful I wish I looked like that. He was wearing my leather jacket, which made him look so hot, and black skinny jeans and a white shirt. You can see that he had a tattoo on his hand.

He saw me searing and turn his head to look at me. He smiled at me, I wish I had a cute smile like him. I probably shouldn't be saying all these things about someone I don't even know.

I wonder why he's sitting next toe no one sits next to me ever. He must be new.

So class went on until the bell rang that made everyone get out of their sits and out of the class room. Everyone but this new guy sitting next to me.

He looked at me as I put my stuff in my backpack that was on my desk. I have no clue why he's looking at me like there's nothing interesting about me. I walked out of the classroom to go to my next class.

I hate the hall ways. That's where people give me the "disgusting" look then turn to their friends to talk bad about me making their friends turn to look at me. I hate when the attention is all on me.

Also it's where people run into me making me drop all of stuff and have to get on my knees to pick my stuff up. I know their laughing at me. But maybe it's different this time. Maybe they'll all leave me alone and let me have peace.

I step one foot out the door and people were already looking at me and talking about me but I just kept my head down so I can't read their lips to find our what their saying. I walk the way to get to my locker so I can put my math books in it. I was right in front of my locker when I was push into it.

I felt a hand tap my shoulder which made me flinch. I'm not going to lie I really don't want to turn around but I know if I don't then I'll get a worst beating. So I slowing turn around to see Justin. Gosh let me tell you he's scary. But you probably want to know a little about him.

Well he plays caption the football team meaning he's the most popular person in the school. He always has his buddies hanging out with him ethan, blake, and Adam. He has a girlfriend selana who is caption on the cheerleading team. She's so beautiful to bad I'm gay but even if I wasn't look at me she wouldn't want to date me.