Ziall One Shots

I want to be in your arms

Niall P.O.V
I can take a lot. All the pictures, rumors, all the fans believing in zerrie. It's different now. It's like he does it even want to spend time with me or talk to me, the only time he does he screaming at me maybe he doesn't want me or love me, maybe he just wants to be with Perrie forever and not me, maybe he really truly hates me. This is all to much for me, breaks me into pieces. I done know if I can take it for long.

Bright lights, the softness and warmth of the covers, not wanting to open my eyes, I cuddle up closer to them. I heard a voice, I could make out the voice, "Yes Perrie he's still asleep." ' why us he talking to her again' I thought."Yeah I could come over to your house." I could hear him giggling. I thought he only did that with and to me." Alright bye see ya love you." He hanged up.

My heart went to my feet, it does every time he says that to her, I want to go hide, cry, and die. I open my eyes, I don't want him to leave." Zaynie" I say in a sleepy voice, I miss saying he's nickname I hasn't been able, because he never wants to spend time with me, he never see me well not counting on tour, because I can't our fans don't know about us.

"Yeah?" He looks at me." Cuddles?" I say with hope but I know he won't, he never does anymore." I can't. I'm going to Joshs house." Oh so now he going to lie to my face about where he's going? "Oh" "yeah" He grabbed his keys and jacket.

"Oh well I can get a ki.." He walked out the door. He always gives me a kiss before he leaves.ALWAYS. I stayed in bed all day, I didn't eat I just used the bathroom the fall back to sleep. I want to be in his arms. The one I love and the one I pray still feels the same way about me.

I wake up to the front door closing. I heard zayns voice,' why is he talking to himself? He's crazy, but I love him' I get up out of bed with a big smile on my face, because finally I get to feel his warm, soft arms around me.

I walk to the top of stairs, where I could see the living room. Then I saw it. Them. They were cuddling, he said he will only do that with me, they were on the couch cuddling and talking, the couch that we only used to, while watching a romantic movie. He looks so happy with a big, bright smile on his face, his real smile that he said I only could make he smile like that.

"I'm here for you and I love you, you know that right?" He said. Kissing her in the cheek. She smiles," I know, I love you too." She said, cuddling closer to my zaynie.

I ran into our bedroom and cried myself to sleep. I feel my arms around me waking me up. I finally get his arms around me, I cuddle closer to him with a smile on my face." Zaynie" "Yeah baby Ni." He kissed me.

I smiled bigger but it faded when I remember what happened before I went to sleep." Do you love me? Do you want to be with me?" He made me look at him by Putting his figure under my chin and lifting my head up." Of course I do what kind of question is that?"

"Because you've been hanging out with Perrie a lot more with her then me and you've been saying I love you to her more then you have me." I explain my feelings.

"Well I'm sorry and yes I do love you, I love you more then anyone in the hole world. He said with a smile, cuddle closer to me.

"Why have you been with her so much lately?" "Well do you remember Rickey? He hit her and said all this rude stuff,myself I wouldn't repeat. 'But who would want to hurt sweet, beautiful, caring Perrie?'

" I love you you know that?, you're so nice to do something like that."" I love you so much baby Ni," he kisses my head,but I didn't want that so I left up and kissed his mouth and we both smiled." Go back to sleep love." He whispered.