If Only They Had Listened

More Pain

I then realized I was in a locker room, "Go threw that door right there"  he said pointing ahead I couldn't see if Jacob was there so I walked towards the door an walked in. I then realized he wasn't there an I heard the door close behind me, I automatically knew what was finna happen. I turned around "I'm scared" I said backing away "don't be afraid " he said walking closer "I'm scared" I repeated it three times "Don't be scared!" He said grabbing me he stood in front of me an unbuttoned my pants. I knew better then to scream no one would hear there's a whole field day going on music an their on other side of the school. I stood there in fear as he touched my private area "turn around" he said biting his lips looking at me I felt so humiliated, I felt violated, an disgusting. I hated my body but I did as I was told an turned around I bent over on the countertop like I was told he then forced himself in me. As he was going all I thought about was dying I wanted to die so bad, I just sat there an pretend I was at a happy place. "You like this don't you" he said pulling my hair as he finished he grabbed a towel an Wiped his semen up off the floor I pulled my pants up "Don't tell anybody ok?" He said looking at me "ok" I said I just wanted to be gone I hated myself I hated my body I hated my life I couldn't trust ANYONE . After school I ran home off the bus an hugged Ms. Renee so tight an just began to cry I sat down an told her everything she immediately contacted the police an they got involved. "I HATE YOU YOUR NOT MY CHILD I WISH YOU WERENT BORN WE DONT ACCEPT GAY PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY YOUR NOT MY CHILD!" My mom screamed at me she had found out that I had been writing a girl on MySpace. "Jamia it's ok she just needs time" my sister said hugging me, me an my sister still weren't close but she was growing to understand an see that the way I was being treated was wrong. *BOOM BOOM BOOM* "POLICE OPEN UP!!" *BOOM BOOM BOOM* I ran down stairs as my dad open the door "Is their a Renee Lee Here?" They said standing at the door. My father instantly rushed me to my room an told me to keep my mouth shut as Ms. Renee agreed to go down to the police station. "JAMIA GET YOURSELF HERE NOW!?" My father yelled with anger I knew that tone from anywhere an knew I was in big trouble as I made my way in his sight. "WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE?!, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR ABOUT TO PUT THIS FAMILY THREW" he said grabbing my throat an slamming against the wall. I felt my life slowly fading as my vision got blurry "You know what come here" my father said as he dragged my slowly fading body into to downstairs bathroom. He began pushing me against the wall kissing me I had no strength left in me to fight my mother and sister went to "comfort" Ms. Renee at the police station I had no one to help as he unbuttoned my shorts. I tried to use everything in me to scream an he quickly squeezed my throat "One more peep out of you an I'll end your life right here" he whispered in my ear, he began to pull my shorts an panties down as I fell to the floor he turned me on my back an began caressing my boobs. Tears rolled down my face as he thrusted himself inside me it was so painful I began to hyperventilate as my throat began to get tight an all of a sudden things got black.
To Be Continued