If Only They Had Listened

1 Year Later

A week later I was a well enough to go to school I had made up in my mind I was gonna tell someone. As I walked to the counselor's office I felt so afraid praying they'd believe me. "Goodmorning Mrs. Parker can I speak to you for a second" I said I was so scared but I knew I could trust Mrs. Parker I was always abled to talk her about things. 30 minutes after telling her what happened she said to me "Are you done lying to me??, I thought I knew you better then this your a liar get out my office your a DISGRACE" she yelled at me. I ran out her office into the bathroom an cried I had missed 1st period an half of 2nd period. I didn't have friends I wasn't allowed to the principals an teachers listened to my parents an I was separated from the other students. It was one male I felt would help me. "Coach Mike hey coach mike!" I said walking up doing a hand shake "Wassup babygirl" he said doing the hand shake to. "When you gone let me see some?" he asked I never responded to those type of questions I just ignored them. That day I was checked out an my father was so angry with me for telling what they had been doing to me. "BRING YOUR STUPID UGLY ASS HERE NOW!" He said yelling in the principals office he grabbed me an slammed my little body against the principals book shelf the principal sat an said nothing an that moment there is when I losted all hope in people and hope that I would be saved. "Sir please don't handle her in that manner she's only twelve" she said still sitting there doing absolutely NOTHING. No one came but him on the car ride home the only thing he said was "You finna regret opening YOUR GOTDAMN MOUTH JAMIA?!" I was so afraid but I was prepared for a beating never was I prepared for what was about to happen. As we got out the car he said nothing he just buzzed for the maids to open the door and of course Ms. Renee did "My goddess come in let me take you guys coats" she said grabbing me an taking off my coat it was freezing outside but of course it was the month of October. He grabbed me by my arm soon as my fist was off "TO THE BASEMENT LETS GO!" He yelled yanking my arm so hard I know I'm gonna have a bruise. I looked back at Mrs. Renee an I could tell she wanted to cry, he opened the basement door an pushed me in I fell down the stairs. He slammed the door an turned the light on by the door, "Get up an look at me" he said smiling he looked so weird this time but I did as I was told he walked towards me an I whispered "I'm scared" my eyes began to water. "Don't be " he walked up to me an grabbed my waist an told me turn around as he struggles to get in. He grabs the scissors off the floor an cuts the inside of me i was bleeding everywhere an he continued to rape me pulling my hair "This what you wanted right??, a REAL man" he said moaning I was in so much pain I couldn't scream or cry anymore I remember passing out an waking up in a hospital. "Baby are you ok??!" My momma said my momma RARELY spoke to me, I couldn't speak my voice was completely gone from screaming no one tried to help I wish I had died. "Mia I thought you were dead" my sister said crying at my side I never seen her cry about ME before. "I don't know what she was doing down there I tried to stop her" my dad said crying I wish I could tell what he had done but I couldn't speak. Months went by I had to re learn how to walk I was told I'd never be abled to have children which I didn't want, but he took that opportunity from me.. So on January 19, 1912 at 8:30am I decided enough was enough and I went and told coach Brian about what was going on. He began to comfort me daily, checking on me telling me everything would be ok and that he was gonna seek me some help. "Hey, Ms Harris can I see Jamia for a second need her to help me with a few things" he always asked me out of class but this time was different. "Ok Jamia go ahead with coach Brian " she gave me permission to go with him so I left it was him another student an I walked out to the court yard an started giving out snacks. "Hey Jamia I need you to come with me to gym to get the rest of the food ready" he said putting his apron on the table. Today was field day so we had to pass out snack an things an I was in Ms. Harris class so I went to ask her, "Yea sure go ahead" she told me I immediately ran to him an told him she said I could go. "Ok well you go threw that door an go around an imma meet you there have to pick up something's first than I'll be there Jacob's coming aswell" he said walking away so I went to the bathroom then started walking towards the gym "Mia come threw this door" Coach Brian said waving his hand I could barely see considering I'm legally blind in one eye. "Ok " I said walking threw the door as I walked in I seen lockers.