Randomness Book 2: Electric- oh never mind

sia's gone missing holy shit-

Hey! So, yeah, you've probably noticed I haven't been around much, from Watt to Discord. I'm not dead, don't worry! But, I would like to talk about stuff, nothing too triggering, no one's died!

-Discord has broken down on my end

So, whenever my wifi starts acting weird, anything that's open in a tab acts weird and then blocks me. Just my luck, it happened to be discord and watt. Watt came back to me, but discord hates me. Sadge.

-Energy/Motivation levels have gone to the negatives

So, I haven't updated at all. On Watt and ao3. What is wrong with me-

I pretty much have no inspiration to do anything. I feel like my writing sucks, and if I try to write anything that I need to I get stressed out so, yeah. I'll probably post something not related to anything huge(It's Mithzan headcanon. Yes. His Halloween skin may be over but The Creator ain't!), but other than that if you want something you gotta wait. Or look around in the Abode. I probably posted something in the writing bits channel at some point.

I kinda feel stressed about people reading my stuff. If people do, they're expecting me to write. But, I can't when my motivation is low, and my motivation has been low for a while. Well, low on HC/DSMP/Empires excluding Shrub. Shrub always gets appreciation.

anyways-

When I'm stressed about people waiting, even if they say it's fine, it's not fine in my eyes and I don't know why.  So, now my brain has gone to the motivation "Finishfinishfinishfinishtheentirebook-" and yeah. I've only actually finished one book, mind you, and it's about Splatoon. *starts internally sweating*

Maybe I'll start writing again! But, until then, everything is on a hiatus.

-Art gone

So, I wanted to do Artober, Emptober, whatever it's called.

(Emptober was for Empires SMP if you're dumb /lh)

But, I didn't. I've been avoiding drawing on the computer for a while now. Dunno why. I've put what's left of my motivation into drawing traditionally. Back to the past. :D

I've gotten hooked on Komi Can't Communicate(great anime + manga series, my dad won't let me watch episode 4 cuz it has a kidnapping scene and I'm like whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-)
I've also gotten hooked on Cookie Run Kingdom. Yes. As of writing this, I got Rye Cookie :D
(Wanna friend me there? My user is SiaLater)
(also my friend got Pure Vanilla on her first 10 pull like waaaa)

Dunno what I'm gonna draw first. Maybe c!Sia. Maybe someone from the Headscape. Maybe someone new!
(Side-sea Town you're getting appreciation don't worry :D)

-Other stuff?

Hmmm, anything else that I need to share? I mean, I made a card with stuff I like and my fandoms(gotta update it hhhhh)

I'll link the card when I can :D

I swear my ideas are going haywire. Maybe I'll just write down cool ideas.
damn it another cool thing I could do hhhh-

I've gotten my hand of Order of The Stick. I officially count as a nerd. Good job me :D

It's around 40 degrees Farenhieght where I live. WHich is in the south. Of America. The US of A. It's colder than I'm used to. I THOUGHT THE ICE CAPS WAS MELTING HUHHHHHH???

I have the ACNH 2.0 update :D Too bad it doesn't work well unless you have a 3-star island. Great. Time to work on that thing. Maybe I'll get the DLC. Who knows.

Oh yeah, my birthday existed, like, the last 16th. I have a friend who has a birthday this month's 16th too! We're a literal month apart.

That's about it. Thanks for reading my ramble, and sorry if you liked reading whatever shit I made. I'll come back with inspiration one day. Mom took the motivation and I never got it back. ;-;

Maybe I should start making a comic- nahhhh too much work i'd rather just watch the funny boat man

HOLY SHIT THE FUNNY BOAT MAN FAILBOAT IS GONNA BE IN THE MINECRAFT SQUID GAME HOLY FUUU-

sia's gonna be gone for a while. :'D

update, I'm still gone lmao

not as gone as before tho, maybe I'll write something? idk brainrot has grabbed me and won't let go help

I'm actually stuck in the brainrot hole please I've deltaruined my life by playing it and everything else is dead in my brain 

please I need something to do- oh look at that my OCs-

help brainrot

if I update, I might be out of the brainrot. well, sia later!