Together against Sheo

Kissing scene

Shai's POV

1 week is over and we had five more working days, I had some action scenes with Theo and many scenes with Ansel.

But today I have a special scene with Theo.. a kissing scene.. Well, I prepared myself for the scene like for every scene, but the kiss... I don't know how to deal with it... to kiss him again...

I know that I like him more than just like friend but there is still Nahko in my heart, I hope he can forgive me one day... and Theo is with Ruth...

When I come to the set Theo is already there overread his text... In the scene we have to kiss more than speak...

 I think I will try to think about Nahkos lips, his strong body and the love he gave me...

I sit down next to Theo because we have to wait I think about an hour or so for the next shoot... But I still feel queasy when I am with him.

"Hi," he says "well prepared?" He grins, I don't know what he wants to tell me... In the last days he was sometimes very nice to me, sometimes sarcastically like now, I guess and sometimes it seemed that he wants to ignore me..

I don't know what he thinks about the kiss, we never spoke about that after it happened. I will forget it because it was a mistake but it's not that simple to forget his lips, his skin, his body, his odor, his taste...

The last days I thought about Nahko and about how much I miss him or I thought about Theo and our kiss which I can't forget. 
So I overread my text too, to distract me.

In the moment I am reading the stage direction *kissing passionate* Theo asks "Want to try it?"
I wince and ask "What?" in a definitely too high voice.

"The dialogue," he asks confused.

"Oh, yes, sure.. okay," I say embarrassed.

"Okay, you start," he says with a litte smirk.

After we practiced the scene three times the director Robert Schwentke summons us.
We shoot the dialouge without mistakes and there it is. The moment we have to kiss each other...

 

His hand fondles my cheek and he looks deep in my eyes, with the other hand he takes my hand and interlace his fingers with mine. His thumb touches my lips and I feel this warm exciting feeling in my belly and little electric shocks on my lips. And then he kisses me, soft and passionate, not so deep and fast like the last time... his lips are playing with mine, they are shy and demanding at the same time.

This kiss is perfect...

"Stop, perfect shoot. No mistakes. Shai and Theo - really good job! Okay guys, we're ready for today!" Robert screams in this moment. 

Theo and I spring apart but we still look into each others eyes.

"Come with me" he says and in that moment of pure longing he takes my hand and I follow him.

We go behind the wall of our last kiss.

Same situation: my back against the wall, he in front of me, holding my hand.

And then I get it. No, that's wrong. Same place, same mistake.

"Theo, stop," I say in the moment he wants to kiss me "Theo. That's a mistake. I am not ready for that... I think you heard that Nahko broke up with me but I still have feelings for him and you're with Ruth and..."

"She broke up with me," he interrupts me.

"What?" I don't understand, I'm completely confused. Ruth just broke up with him and I don't want to be his next little anything.

"She broke up with me. She found out and then she broke up with me," he says again. "But that's ok. Because I love you Shailene, just you!" 

And then he tries to kiss me again.

"Theo. Stop!" I say "I am sorry that she broke up with you. But that Nahko broke up with me doesn't mean that I will be together with you now. I need time, I need a bit distance. I know that filming Allegiant is our job and we will spend a lot of time on set together but I want to be professional and seperate my work from my private life. I hope you understand and accept that..."

"Yes I understand you, I'll give you every time you need but you should know that my feelings stay for you..." he says a bit hurt.

"Yeah.." I say and look into his eyes. "Thank you, Theodore."

And then I go and hear his laugh behind me.

A/N

Okay guys. I wrote this chapter some time ago and read it again before I post it and now I want Sheo sooo much!!!

Everytime I see these incredible Sheo moments in interviews and so on I just think "How can they be like this together when there isn't more than friendship?!"

They love each other. There is no other explanation. ♥

It would be really nice if you could share your thoughts about our story with us! It's the first fanfiction we write in our life and we really want to know if you guys like it! :)
Thanks ♡

Soooo tomorrow is monday! Yeaaaaaaaah - NOT!
But only 2 more days and then we have vacations - Ya$$$$$$$$ :D

Ok bye guys,
Eileen & Paula ♥