A way too hard

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Theo's POV


After the last shoot I walk to my apartment in Chicago it is near to the set, which is good for me.

Luckily Shais apartment is next to mine but she isn't here yet she is out with Zoe.


As I come home I open the door and there is Ruth on my couch. She obviously came to surprise me but she looks very sad and hurt.

"Hello sweetheart. What are you doing here?" I ask her.


She just looks up to me and I can see for a fact that she was crying. 


"Ohh baby, what's wrong, tell me." I say trying to support her.


But she just looks down again and I see another tear is slipping out of her eye.

"Just tell me, you can tell me everything, you know?" I tell her trying to find out what her problem is.


"Ruth," I hate it when she cries for no reason and won't tell me why. It is so annoying she probably just thinks she is not pretty enough or maybe she is on her period, "tell me what's wrong. Did I do anything? Please tell me you know i don't like it when you don't talk to me. What's the problem?" 


And with these words she burst out into tears so I want to hug her but she won't let me.

 "You, you are the problem!" she suddenly screams, "Do you love her?"


"Love who?" and then I realise, she saw the kiss...

"I'm... I'm sorry Ruth. I... I love you." I say trying to sooth her. "I... I just don't know what got into me. I'm sorry had to see this. I really love you."


"No!" she screams even louder "You do not love me. If you would love me you wouldn't kiss her!"

I am so sorry I really don't know what to do. I really love Ruth but I also have feelings for Shai, her cute smile and her wonderful natural type. She is so beautiful, inside and out. 


Suddenly Ruth runs over to me, her arms outstreched and I don't know what she wants to do but then she  puts her hands around my throat tries to choke me. I can't breathe for a short moment but I am much stronger than her so I shake her off easily.

How could she, she is trying to kill me, i can't believe.

 "Go out of my appartment!" I shout. 


"Fine but you will regret this. I swear." and with that words she leaves. 

I can understand that she is angry with me but trying to kill me is a way too hard.

I go out for a walk to calm down. I felt guilty but after that I don't know what to think any longer.

 I reach the park and I can see Shailene and Zoe in the distance.

Shai looks so sad while talking to her. I wish I would know what she thinks about our kiss in the morning perhaps... But I don't want to interrupt them so I just go another path.


I promise if we ever can be together I will always care for her and she will never be sad.



A/N

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