So I'm a Spider, So What? Oneshots

One Shot: White's Dream

"A dream?"
I ask myself after I woke up in a strange place. Feeling confused about what's going on, I found myself alone in the middle of some kind of white place that I can only assume that I'm inside of my dream, but it also feels weird because its too realistic to be a dream.

As I continue to stared blankly on the white wall on the front of me, I suddenly felt an overwhelming presence approaching me from behind.
I turned my head around and look behind me curious about the one who's approaching me and then I saw-
A spider, A big one as a matter of fact, not only that but it's also not just any spider but it's the spider whom I really familiar of. It's the one who bore and the one who brought me into this world. Its also the one who traumatized me at the moment I got reborn as a spider.
It only stares at me in the eyes with no expression written on it's face.
I wonder if it's anyone who's probably in my shoes right now maybe the first thing that will come to their mind is to run for their lives but I did not instead I only look into the eyes of the giant spider in front of me.

A minute has past with just a complete silence across room, until it only broke up after I decide to speak up.

"Yeah you're inside me, aren't you"
I spoke those words to the giant spider who still staring right behind me.

"Because you were absorbed by me"
Yeah I absorbed you and I hate to admit it that I don't have any regrets in that, but just to be honest with you after I finally understood the reason behind your actions in past, I felt guilty towards on what have I done, because I just didn't know that your actions is only meant to help a certain someone that you care so much.

"Are you angry?"
You should be very angry right? because It was the me the one who killed you.

"Do you hate me?"
Of course you hate me, because I was the one who also caused you troubles in your plans for the future.

"Or is it frustration"
You should feel very frustrated, That your plans you prepared from many years way back in the past to prepare for the future completely failed only just because one of your offspring went rouge and bring you troubles one after another resulting the failure of your plans.

"Well of course"
I continued, and start to look down at the floor.

"Your furious"
Yeah because I was too, furious.

"That this world has such a kind person cry."
A sad smile was written in my face after I said those words.

"You're hateful, that there's an enemy who would hurt such a noble person"
I grip my hands as the shitty elf comes to my mind.

"You're frustrated"
Of course you are because I was too, frustrated.

"Even if you'd have to lay down your life, You'd want to support the one you love with all your might"
At first I thought that It was fine to ignore about what's happening around me as long as I'm okay,nice and healthy but now I think I realized that my mindset is quite funny because I now I finally understand how it feels if you have someone you actually love and care of.

"I feel...the same way"
That's why I make a promised to myself that in the future that I'll protect her and I will not accept any ending that doesn't make her smilling even if I make myself an enemy of the world.

"So rest assured"
Your already working nonstop and doing your best for a long time now so-

"I will try my best on your behalf too" So don't worry now your already tired about all this stuff so leave the rest to me and as long as I can I will try my best so you can rest in peace now.

"Goodbye Mother"
I gave my parting words to the giant spider in front of me and it starts to disappear into nothingness.