The Beauty Within

Ruined

               ***WARNING***
This chapter as well as future chapters will have strong language, subtle references to emotional and mental abuse, as well as self degrading and possible self harm instances. I have some Spanish and Romanian thrown in here in some spots, translations will be in parentheses right after the word/phrase.

Also a splash of drama along with pure smut, a little fluff, a small dash of a breeding kink and all around fucking with your feelings.

enjoy my darlings!

Thank you for reading! Any and all feed back is appreciated (but please don't be rude or hurtful). Lastly, if you have any ideas on what you'd like to see in future chapters or stories please dm me! Ok I'll stop blabbing now, enjoy the story!

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You woke up to the house completely quiet. You jolted up only to have Bucky pull you back down. "The kids! They're-" Bucky kissed you to shut you up, "I already took them to the bus. They even had breakfast and their lunches were made." He told you. You looked at the clock, 8 am. You turned over to Bucky, "what did I do to deserve you Bucky?" He smiled and kissed you again, "just be you doll. That's more than enough." You moaned into him and wrapped your leg over his and started to pull him over you.

Bucky figured out what you wanted and rolled over you. He kissed you deeper and with passion. He rested his weight on his forearms placing them on either side of your head. Your legs spread to allow him to fit comfortably between them. You brought them up and wrapped them around his waist. Bucky could feel you already wet for him. He pulled away from your kiss to grab a breath, and sat back on his knees. "Maker Y/N, you are fucking stunning." You blushed instantly and pulled down the oversized shirt that you were wearing. "Can I see you? I want to feel you completely, nothing in between us. I want to feel the heat rise in you. I want to feel the way I'm going to make you sweat." You felt a chill run up your spine. As much as you felt compelled to keep it on Bucky never made you feel undesirable. He accepted every curve, every stretch mark. He made you feel perfect. You slowly sat up and took off your shirt. Bucky took it and let it fall to the side of the bed. You laid back down and Bucky's eyes ran over your entire body taking in every inch. He licked his lips and moaned and he stroke his hard cock. "Fucking hell doll. It's like Maker knew my every desire and created you just for me." He leaned over you and whispered in your ear, "you drive me fucking wild. The way you are already wet for me. The way your body trembles at my touch. The way your eyes fill with lust and desire when I'm changing. I've seen it all Y/N, and I'm about to make sure you get everything you deserve understand me?" You moaned and Bucky placed one hand on your neck gently and your eyes popped open. When he saw the lust filled look and tempting smile cross your lips he knew you enjoyed it. He gently tightened his grip just a bit and you bit your lip. You felt yourself grow more wet and buck your hips up to him. With one swift move of his hips Bucky was already breaching your entrance causing you to gasp. He wasted no time and started thrusting into you not giving you time to adjust to him. He removed his hand from your neck and grabbed your chin, slipping his thumb into your mouth. "Suck," he demanded still ruthlessly thrusting into you. You slowly started sucking his thumb coating it completely while moaning and looking up at him. Bucky removed his thumb from your mouth and placed it on your clit. The pressure took you by surprise. He started drawing small circles while still applying pressure. This combined with his thrusts continuously hitting your g-spot caused your orgasm to hit you like a tidal wave.

Your legs shook and your bliss dropped all over him and onto the bed. "Look at the mess you're making, dirty girl." Although you had just had an intense orgasm you could feel another one rising in you. Bucky could feel it. The way you tightened around him. He slowed down his thrusting and removed his thumb from your clit. He leaned over you and kissed you deeply still slowly thrusting. "Oh shit," you sighed when you noticed he hadn't stopped. He grabbed one of your breast and massaged it, taking your sensitive nipple between two fingers and gently pinching. "Mmmmm" you moaned into his kiss. He shifted his weight and repeated his action.