How about forever? (Emison fanfic)

Doctors

Alison's POV

I woke up in Emily's arms, I felt safe and happy and then I remembered that everyone was here and the pit of fear started to grow in my stomach, I reached out to emily and clinged on to her, she pulled me close and the fear started to go away.

Emily- "Princess we need to get ready"
Alison- "Emmy I don't wanna leave"
Emily- "Alison you have to, me you and Spencer are going to the doctors"
Alison- "Why Emmy"
Emily- "were worried about you, we think you have anxiety"
Alison- "promise you won't leave me"
Emily- "of course I won't princess"

We both get ready in our basic usual outfits before heading downstairs we were greeted by our little girl, we both hugged her,

Lauren- "mama, mommy can we play today"
Emily- "baby girl, we need to go somewhere but you can play with aunt Cece, aunt Hanna and aunt Aria"
Lauren- "okay mama"
Emily- "i promise we can after this"
Lauren- "okay mama, love you"
Emily- "love you too baby girl"

Spencer walked in,

Emily- "you ready Spencer"
Spencer- "sure"
Alison- "Emmy I don't wanna go"
Emily- "come on baby, we can fix this and I promise I won't leave you"
Alison- "okay Emmy"

Emmy picked me up and I cuddled into her and it made me feel slightly better, she carried me out to the car and we both sat in the back and Spencer drove us to the doctors. We we got there Emmy carried me out the car and put me down,

Emily- "princess you are gonna have to walk"
Alison- "okay but hold my hand"
Emily- "of course sweetie"

Emmy laced her fingers with my and Spencer walked by the other side of me, when we walked in Spencer walked up to the desk and told them we had arrived, we went and sat down, i snuggled into Emily as my anxiety was horrible in public. Before we knew a woman came out and called out my name, so we got up and Emily laced her hand with mine.

Lady- "only family aloud"
Spencer- "I'm her half sister"
Lady- "what about you"
Alison- "she can't leave me"
Emily- "I'm her girlfriend but the only way we could get her to come was if I promised not to leave her side"
Lady- "okay I guess you can come"

We all followed her into a room, we all sat down at the desk,

Lady- "so when did you start getting anxiety or anxious feelings?"
Alison- "when I became pregnant with my daughter, that's when I started to get anxiety, when ever I was in public I felt anxious but it wasn't too bad, and it was always there and I got used to living with it, but recently all my best friends came to my house and we were all just catching up but suddenly I just felt really anxious and I felt really insecure and I just wanted to ball up, but I had never really experienced that before because before that I had just hanged out with my girlfriend, my daughter and one of my best friends, but I just wasn't used to it and I got really anxious and I just wanted to be alone with Emily as she is the only one who makes me feel safe"
Lady- "okay do you mind if I talked to your girlfriend and sister by themselves"
Alison- "okay"

Em hugged me and I wrapped my arms around her

Emily- "you will be fine and I will be right here if you need me, I love you Alison"
Alison- "I love you emily"

And with that I had to leave and I went to the waiting room.

Emily's POV

After Alison left, the doctor turned to me,

Lady- "so Alison said she started to get anxiety when she became pregnant"
Emily- "yes she did"
Lady- "well do you know the reason for her anxiety"
Emily- "I think it was to do with how she became pregnant"
Lady- "and how was that"
Emily- "I don't know if I can say, I don't know if Alison would want me to say especially in front of Spencer"
Spencer- "don't worry Em I'm her sister, and I promise I won't tell anyone"
Lady- "okay, would you like to tell us"
Emily- "well it was just over 3 years ago, and me, Alison and our best friend Cece went out clubbing, Alison was very drunk and cece was just a little less drunk than Alison and I was drunk but not too drunk, it was getting late and Alison was so drunk, so she went out into the back alley to get fresh air, me and Cece kept dancing but she had been gone out for a while so I went to go check on her, I took Cece as I wasn't losing both of them, I dragged cece outside and Alison was curled on the floor outside, I ran up to her and picked her up, she wouldn't tell us what happened but a few days later she told us that she was raped and after that she was always anxious in public"