I love you, Do you?

Annoying.

After class, It was lunch. People were scurrying to get some lunch.. I walked out of my classroom and headed toward the cafeteria to get some lunch. Once I got my lunch I walked to the roof top and sat down, i liked the rooftop. It was nice, and quiet. The only thing I don't like is how windy it is! I opened my bag of baby carrots and started eating.. 

"Chuu-ya~" I heard.

{Fuck..}  I thought. "What do you want dazai?" I remarked as I watch him sit down next to me. "I forgot my lunch~ Do you mind sharing?" He said. "Eh!? Why can't you just get your own lunch! The lunch here is literally free!" I said. "Aw~ cmon, Don't be like that chuu chuu!" He said. I ignored him and took a bite out of my sandwich. "Chuuya" He said.

"Chuuya" I heard dazai say again. 

"Chuuya~"

"Chuuya! Chuuya! Oi! Nakahara chuuya-kun!!" He yelled. 


"What!?" I was honestly really annoyed at this point. 

"Haha! Your annoyance is my entertainment"  

"Eh?!?!" I said. I heard dazai laugh "Don't laugh you stupid mackeral!" I yelled at him- I swear to fucking god he's so annoying! Dazai finished laughing,

"Hey chuuya." He said. "What do you want?" I replied back.
"Do you wanna be friends again?" 
"No."

I do wanna be friends. There was silence between us for awhile.. And then I got up. I walked to the trash can and put my lunch in the trash. I turned around and saw dazai behind me- And.. He gave me a hug. "I'm sorry." He said- I heard his voice break. I don't know what to do.. What do I say? What do I say in this situation.. I thought for awhile.

"Oh, look how the tables have turned osamu." I said. I pushed him away and saw dazais face- In shock his eyes looking like they were about to cry. ".. Dazai?" I said. 

"Heh." I heard dazai say. "Sorry chuuya.." I stared as he start to walk away.. I tried to move my legs but they wouldn't move, i just stared as he walked out the door. I heard the bell rung and then I fell on my knees. I felt my tears go down my cheeks, "There you go again.. messing everything up." I started to sob, I sobbed up there for awhile, Burring my head in my knees.

After 15 mins or so of crying I heard someone say "Chuuya?" I looked up and saw atsushi- One of my classmates. I quickly wiped my tears, "Yeah?" I responded back. "Are you okay?.." He said worried- I nodded back as a response. "Then why were you crying?" He reached out his hand to help me up- I took his hand and stood up. "It's something..." I mumbled. 

"Alright, But if you need anything tell me! We friends aren't we?" He said. Friends..? I zoned out for awhile- Before snapping back in. "O-oh, yeah." I put on a slight smile. "Alright, Lets go now. Ms. Yosano-sensei sent me to look for you." He remarked. I nodded and we walked back to class- I was still sadden from the fact from what I have done.. But atsushi made me feel better. I finally had a friend.