We walked into the bathroom, and I started to explain everything that happened at the rooftop. Atsushi listen, I was glad to have a friend like him there for me. He pulled me into a hug again, "Don't worry chuuya-san, It's goona be okay. Everyone makes mistakes and we can fix them!" Atsushi said brightly. I nodded.
I'm gonna check up on dazai now, I'll see you soon. I nodded again and burried my head into my knee's and started to sob. I wanna see dazai, I wanna see dazai. Even if he hurts me. I'm stupid I'm stupid I'm stupid! God fucking damnit! There you go, Chuuya. Messing everything up again!
"Your stupid." I said with a smile, sobbing harder.
After awhile of crying I washed my face and walked out the door. Checking the time- I missed first period, Thats fine. I started to walk to my next class while thinking [𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙯𝙖𝙞- 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙝𝙚'𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚. 𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙚?] I walked in my next class and sat down in my seat.
The day went by pretty slowly I didn't talk atsushi nor akutagawa for the whole day tho.
I wanted to talk to dazai, My friend.. I tried looking for him but I couldn't find him anywhere. I sighed.
At the end of the day- I went home. I made myself a sandwhich and just fell asleep.
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RomansaChuuya Nakahara, A Freshman in Sanshuuya High school for the advanced meets the new student- Dazai Osamu. AKA, His old friend in middle school. That betrayed him. Dazai tries to become friends with Chuuya again, But things take a turn. And now chuu...
