𝑶𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑻𝑺，kang sae-byeok/jung hoyeon (HIATUS)

you see her with someone else || k. sae-byeok

SOMEONE SAID "imagine if sae-byeok was with someone else new and y/n sees that." IN THE SQUID GAME BOOK SO HERE IT IS HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. that wasn't the exact comment, just my recollection lol.

belated merry christmas to y'all and advanced happy new year! this chapter is not proofread and never will lol.

ITS THE END OF THE YEAR AND YOU'RE GETTING AN ANGST AS A PRESENT FROM ME HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

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you, gi-hun and sae-byeok were suprisingly let off the hook, being able to leave the place, only with the cost of not being able to bring the money home.

pretssavage don't fucking roast me for using mom instead of mum.

idfk what I just made. it's shit. my head's in the clouds lol.

time: 1 year later, an hour before new year's eve.

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"Yes, got it mom. Don't worry, I won't forget about it. Yes. Okay. Goodbye, love you too." You stuffed your phone back in your pocket, sighing as you watched people smile happily, laughing as they took pictures with their loved ones.

It's not that you're jealous of them, it's not that you're not happy with your family, it's not that you're sad.

It's that it's been a year since you've seen her and she hasn't left your mind since.

Sae-byeok, the woman who stole your heart and ran away with it.

Sae-byeok, the woman who was sent from heaven.

Sae-byeok, the woman who filled the missing part of your heart.

Sae-byeok, the woman whom you will never see again. Nor will be back in your arms.

She stole your heart and ran away with it to god-knows where. She might just be a stranger you met in a strange place, but you can't ignore the way your heart fluttered everytime you were with her.

Even when Gi-hun just mentions her name, you can't help but feel very giddy. And well, the word giddy is quite an understatement, actually.

You snapped off your thoughts when someone accidentally bumped into you, waving your hands with a smile on your face to let them know it's okay when they apologized a few times.

Few fireworks were fired off, people surrounding gasping in amazement as you yourself fished your phone out to take pictures.

Right in the middle of your picture, there you saw her in frame, standing beside a girl who pressed a quick peck in her cheek.

You took your eyes off the fireworks and stared the two. You were right. Even if she was blended in the crowd, you'd always find her.

It was right under the fireworks display that I knew I lost you.

Right under the beautiful fireworks was the moment I lost the most beautiful girl I even met.

I knew it was a mistake leaving you alone in that gloomy, rainy day.

Why was I so dumb?

Now here you are, with someone new under the fireworks. You two seemed to get along quite nice. Very nice.

Is she treating you better than I did over that few days we spent together? Yeah, probably.

You know I think I went crazy once because I think I saw you in my room, smiling at me while saying my name. Hah.

I'm glad you moved on from me. But I'm sure I won't be moving on from you anytime soon.

Because it hurts so much to let go of you.

I knew better than not to fall in love with strangers, or quite frankly, with anyone. Because I know that once I fall in love, I fall hard.

I get attached with them for no absolute reason and it's pathetic.

Fuck. I think I'm crying. This is so fucking dumb.

Your shoulders were slumped, countless tears falling from your eyes, fists clenched as you made your way past them, bumping into Sae-byeok in the process.

Of course she turned around while you kept your head solely on the floor, not even caring when you heard her mumble your name. "Y/...n?"

You bit your lower lip, not bothering to spare her a glance. Fuck.

You walked faster, now bumping into several people in order to run away, merely mumbling an apology.

After what felt like forever, you stopped. You forcefully ripped your gaze off the floor, and turned your head around.

You'd be lying if you didn't hear or felt your heart break into pieces when you saw the two kiss.

It was all under the fireworks.

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what the fuck did i just wrote💀