(y'all's gotta deal with the lowercase now)
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i keep reaching for you, even though i know it's hopeless. i miss you more than i thought i would and i regret letting you go. but you looked so joyous with someone else and im happy for you.
congratulations.
i wake up in the morning, and under the blanket, i could still feel your warm body hugging mine. i could still hear your laughter spilling from your mouth.
oh how i missed waking up like that.
but i know, sooner or later i have to let you go.
breakfast felt so empty. the seat opposite to mine unoccupied. i find myself glancing at the blank plate and neatly placed cutlery to the side.
i've unconsciously placed it without knowing.
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it's been a week and i'd say my condition has gotten worse. i refuse to eat and absorb sunlight. i stay in bed longer than i should be, sometimes getting up at the evening.
this break-up has made a lot of impact. a wound that will never heal. she has been there for me, the reason why i keep going every single day, now gone.
i've become a mess.
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i took a big gulp of the alcohol on my hand, slumping even more — if possible on the bench. the night sky looked utterly beautiful and unusually bright tonight.
the thought of endless void of stars and galaxies felt somehow comforting to me. and just when i closed my eyes, i heard heels clacking on the cold, hard floor.
"rough night?" she asked, voice ringing out on the silent night. i chuckled. "always was." i grimaced upon hearing my voice, the volume quite loud.
"mind if i join you?" she asked again, hearing more clacking of heels when i nodded. i opened my eyes once i felt weight being distributed beside me.
i were floored.
absolutely floored.
she was stunning. she looked as if she glowed and has this radiating calm and positivity of aura surrounding her and it left me speechless.
so speechless.
i felt my throat go dry as i watched her offer a smile to me, which i lightly reciprocated. "i'm areum, nice to meet you. mind if i take a sip?" she gestured at the bottle in my hands.
"oh no, of course, drink as much as you want." you chuckled, "y/n, by the way."
maybe this is your cue to move on.
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short one HSJAHHA somewhat had the urge to publish a chap😭
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𝑶𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑯𝑶𝑻𝑺，kang sae-byeok/jung hoyeon (HIATUS)
Fanfiction❝𝐃𝐈𝐃 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐒𝐀𝐘 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄？❞ ▰ in which i make oneshots for jung hoyeon/kang sae-byeok female reader. requests are open ❝ 𝐈 𝐃𝐈𝐃．❞ started on: october 24, 2021, sunday finished on: n/a
