we weren't always like this | j. hoyeon

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lowercase intended because im lazy (honestly, im gonna start writing my books with lowercase now HAHAHHAHA)

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it wasn't always like this.

screaming and fighting.

you'd be cuddling, smiling, laughing.

you didn't know it'd end up like this,

the two of you being tired and broken.

they said meeting the love of your life would be the best thing ever.

at some point, you thought they were wrong, considering all of the things that happened to you and hoyeon.

then there comes that feeling you've despised the most,

you've pieced it together and there's no lying about it.

the spark was gone.

you didn't want to believe it. that this is the end of everything. you never want to believe it. because you've fallen deep into the rabbit hole.

you were both hurting, so much that no tears would come out. you were both numb and it was time that this ends. "hoyeon." you mumbled, gripping onto the warm handle of the cup.

"yes?" her voice sounded that of a whisper. "let's break up."

she immediately looked up from her phone, head snapping towards your direction. everything in your face says it all. glossy eyes, pursed lips, the slight crease in your eyebrows.

you softly fiddled with your metal fork, feeling her eyes on you which you tried to avoid. "this is it, huh?" you tried to blink the tears away. "i'm afraid it is."

if anything, it wasn't that you weren't fighting enough for your love. it was more that you were fighting for a lost cause. you both tried your best, and it was to rest.

the words felt bitter on hoyeon's mouth, now the one who turned her face away from you. it was better off without saying it, she thought. and so, she just nodded, sniffling.

"i wish the best for you."

and you were both enveloped by the silence.

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im feeling goofy today😍🤩😝🤪🤪🤪😝😜✌️✌️✌️

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