So how's the relationship if you ask me? welp it was great ,way more different but in a good way for me and it's the healthy one. I've always thought relationship is something that would waste your time or anything that's negative about it ,but once i'm in our first ever relationship,i realized it's not as bad as what i always think. I think the way i viewed relationship was solely based on what i saw on my friends relationships,it's an unfortunate that they have to be in a toxic or abusive relationship but at the end of the day,it's good that they can at least let that shit go for the sake of their happiness. Not going to lie,at first I was scared what if i can't provide that much happiness as a partner but being with him,I don't have to feel all of that because you can create 'happiness' and build that trust together without depending on one person. It's cute that we sent cute memes to each other,because it's one of my wish in the bucket list would be to send cute memes to my significant other one day and it's a bless that i can finally fulfilled my wish all because of him. Welp yanoe being single got me saving tons of memes and i don't have someone to share to so i just collect them as much as I could on my phone. I have to say that my first pet name from him would be one of the memorable thing too, yanoe every couples have their own unique cute pet name to call their boyfriend/girlfriend to creates special and lovely bond with them ,but for me mine is unique because it's 'bibs'. If you asked me what is 'bibs',I would say welp the meaning of it doesn't really matter for me because it holds special meaning for me bc I like it how it's simple and cute. There are dudes who called me with tons of pet names and I have to say i'm really uncomfortable by their so called pet names ,but with 'bibs' there is something by that word that creates sparks in me that makes me feel all giddy and happy. Some might say ,it's too cheesy or cringy but for me nothing can beat 'bibs' or anything like that and right now i'm his 'baby' forever and always be. I still remember when I first call his first pet name which is 'honey' and his reaction was so cute to me. It might not be the unique or coolest name but the way he reacts when I called him that was more than enough to satisfy and brought warmth in my heart. To be honest ,i'm not the type of person who like to call people with pet name as i'm not really good associating with cute things or names but something about him makes me want to call him honey,thus from there I have always called him 'honey',my one and only honey and fun fact it's my very first time ever to give such pet names to someone and it's my 'honey'. Throughout the courting process, it was fun and lovely ,I really appreciate it that despite he have to go to work,he would insist on spending time with me rather than just having his own time to rest, welp as usual our special '2000' virtual dates through texts. Sending good morning wishes before he go to his usual working place or wishing having a nice day and sending virtual hugs would be one of my favourite thing to do,and yanoe the joy that I felt once he informed me he's already home ,it feels like yanoe a married couple where the wife waiting for her hardworking husband to get home so that they can eat and spend time together afterwards. Sounds cheesy right? but I guess that's how you feel when you're in love and you could feel or imagine anything that's impossible. I enjoy talking/texting until late of night where we ended up with good night wishes.
