"The fuck! I barely even know you guys! What the hell! There are other girls who want you, you know! Why the fuck me!!" I yelled at them.
"We don't know," Atsumu says.
"Your probably the lucky one that caught our attention," Osamu says, shrugging.
"I don't want to be the lucky one," I said.
"Oh, well!" The two say, putting their hands on my shoulder. Of course, Onii-chan Rin slapped their hands off me.
"I think it was a good thing that you and Aki- I mean Kurosawa swapped clothes," Onii-chan Rin said.
"I think he is fine with you, calling him by your first name," I said plainly.
"I-I don't mind," Akiro mumbles.
"That does not mean you get to call him Aki. That's my name for him," I said, looking up at my Onii-chan.
"Whatever," Rin says. Then, the coach told them to start practicing. I have to say...the twins are pretty good at volleyball. Their duo is pretty...cool, I guess. When it was break time, the twins came up to me.
"What?" I asked, annoyed.
"If you played volleyball, which position would you play?" Atsumu asks.
"Spiker, right?" Osamu asks.
"Nah, probably setter!" Atsumu says.
"No, I would play libero...libero is cooler," I said stoically.
"You don't show emotion when you talk...do you?" Akagi asks in a nice way.
"No, I really don't," I mumbled.
"But, she is amazing with love advice," Akiro says, hugging me.
"Really?! Please, show us an example," Atsumu says, coming to my face. I pushed his face away and pushed Akiro on Onii-chan Rin and somehow accidently started kissing like in every romantic movie.
"There...," I said. "Love is just something that is not meant for me. It is something that shouldn't happen to me. Using that, I help others. Doing things that don't belong to me."
"That's not true, everyone deserves love," Aran says.
"I wish, Aran-san. Whenever I love...something bad happens," I mumbled. I felt a tear coming down my cheeks. I looked down, so no one saw me.
"What does she mean?" Kita asks.
"She loved our dad...our dad died. She loved her boyfriend....they broke up. She is scared to show love to us, because she thinks something might happen to us or her best friend," Onii-chan Rin says.
"That is actually a fair point to not show love," Riseki says.
"Arigato for understanding," I said.
"That doesn't explain why you only show anger or a plain face," Osamu says.
"Doing this helps me, not feel love," I said, shrugging.
"Why not happiness...come on! Show us a smile," Atsumu says. I walked to the changing room door and stopped.
"What is there to be happy about?" I asked, walking into the changing room.
"Woah...your Imoto really has depression," Ginjima says, sitting down.
"It's not depression...it's anxiety....," Onii-chan Rin mumbles. The twins stayed quiet, instead of making a joke out of this...they were pretty serious about this. They really wanted to help.
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I took my shirt off and thought....what is there to be happy about? People are happy about many things. Their birthday, hanging out with friends, getting presents, and many more! Why don't those things make me happy? Is it true that there is no happiness for me like mama said... Without putting my shirt on, I sat in the corner thinking about this. While I did this, tears kept flooding my eyes.
Knock Knock
I didn't respond.
"It's been a while since you have been in that room...are you okay?" I heard Akiro say. I didn't respond.
"I would drag her out of that room, but it's the girls changing room...there may be other girls there," I heard Onii-chan Rin say.
"I don't hear any girls...," Akiro says.
"K, I'll drag her out," Onii-chan Rin said.
"Why are you guys waiting out the girl's locker room?" Ryo Onii-chan asks, coming to them.
"Ru is in there...there aren't other girls I'm pretty sure," Akiro told him.
"I'll go talk to her. Anyways girls think I am a pervert, so it won't matter if they are in there," Ryo Onii-chan says, shrugging. He walks in and saw me sitting in the corner.
"What's wrong, Sushi?" He asks me.
"Mmmm," I responded.
"Come on, you always tell me everything," He says, sitting next to me and not minding I wasn't wearing a shirt. With Rin and Akiro
"Do you love your imoto?" Akiro asks Rin.
"Yeah...but, sometimes I find it embarrassing to show it to her," Rin says, blushing since he was talking to his crush.
"I honestly don't find anything embarrassing on loving your imoto," Akiro responds. "Try talking to her, please...she probably trusts you more than me, if you show it to her."
Rin loved Akiro for this reason. He always knew the right thing to do and say. He was the only friend that his Imoto had too. Rin just wanted to kiss his lips and tell him how much he loved Akiro. But, Arigato was the only word that came out of his mouth, and he went inside the girl's locker room.
Back to my POV
"Hey, Ruru(a nickname he gave me)...you good?" Onii-chan Rin asked, joining Onii-chan Ryo and me.
"Promise you won't make fun of me?" I asked softly.
"I never made fun of you," Onii-chan Rin says. Me and Onii-chan Ryo glared at him. He rolled his eyes and admit that he does.
"Promise me," I mumbled. They held my hand and nodded.
"I forgot happiness and I really want to know how it feels...people make it a big deal to be happy and I want to know why it is a big deal," I said. "I know this is cringy, but...do you maybe think you can help me?"
"Let's see...most of us get happiness by doing something they like to do," Onii-chan Ryo said.
"I like getting black-mail...it's fun seeing people pissed especially the twins," Onii-chan Rin said.
"What do I like to do?" I mumbled.
"Hanging out with your favorite Onii-chan?" Onii-chan Ryo says, coming closer to me.
"My favorite Onii-chan...do you mean Onii-chan Rin?" I asked him.
"Ototo-san Rin is your favorite?!" Onii-chan Ryo asks in surprise.
"I'm your favorite?" Onii-chan Rin asks in surprise.
"Yeah, he barely bosses me around, and he is someone I can just relate to," I said, shrugging. Onii-chan Rin looked surprised and smiled. It was more of a smirk I think.
"This shows that I am better than you," Onii-chan Rin says.
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"Sour Candy...Eh~"Atsumu x OC x Osamu (MIYA TWINS X READER)OC
FanficIt was your first day of school at Inarizaki High. Your 4 Onii-chans (one of them is Rintarou Suna) came to wake you up. You were honestly not excited, but glad your gay friend (a boy) was coming to the school as you. As you and your best friend wer...
