always him || sapnap x reader

just friends

*short chapter

i woke up to my alarm buzzing in my ear my eyes slowly opened, my feet hit the cold floor and i felt chills go across my arms and legs i instantly saw the hairs prick up.

i looked out my window and it looked like it wanted to rain, the clouds were dark and you could tell it was sprinkling by the little drops on the window i was looking at.

i sat up from my bed and grabbed a random pair of jeans and a sweater because it was around fifty-three degrees out. i grabbed shoes that would match the best with my outfit and went with black converse. i took a step out my door into the bathroom and saw my face appearance, i had black bags under my eyes from the previous time i wore mascara and my hair was a mess. i quickly brushed through my tangly hair and did whatever i could do with it at the time. i took a makeup wipe and started taking my makeup with a couple of swipes, at the end of my eye/ the corner it hurt to wipe and it burned a bit when i would try to wipe it.

i put more mascara on and moisturized my face and put chapstick on, i ran downstairs with my backpack. i ran out the door and saw the time i was about to be late for the bus. i walked quickly to the bus stop along the pavement.

i stood there for a minute or two with other people i didn't know standing there also waiting for the bus.

i arrived at school on time for once at seven forty-five and class started at seven fifty-one so i had some time to get to my locker and class.

i got the right books out of my locker and walked to class and saw some of my friends on the way to class and i simply waved at them. half of them were fake but i still tried to be a nice person. at least i thought i was but some people don't seem to think so.

i walked to my tech class and i sat in my seat and waited for the bell to ring. nobody i knew was in this class...

except for sapnap but we're not as close as i would like to be I'm pretty much his third best friend according to him but no "hard feelings" right?

𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊

after my fourth period, it was time to eat for freshmen and sophomores. i sat in the same spot as always which was in the back next to most of my close friends.

it was always puffy sapnap and our other friends but our other really close friends were sadly online miles away from us. the only reason i was sapnaps third best friend was because his online ones were closer i guess because they were "guys" and they "understand more" i understand him just not that i guess.

𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊

4 months later

it was colder outside because it was more into winter and my birthday is today I'm now fourteen and not this month but soon sapnap will be fifteen.

𖡼𖤣𖥧𖡼𓋼𖤣𖥧𓋼𓍊

i got ready for school got on the bus and all and i was now sitting in my tech class i looked over to see sapnap coming up to me. "hey" he happily said and i said it back. he opened his mouth again "happy birthday i just got you some candy you like and gum sorry it's nothing special or much" it made me smile, i felt so warm and fuzzy inside i thanked him and we talked for a bit.

we've gotten a lot closer over the couple months I've begun to have a tiny crush on him but i can't tell him because I'm scared it'll ruin our friends ship and bond we have at the moment.

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at the end of the day, i got a call from my mom and answered it as i was walking out of school.
"hey honey i'm picking you up today i'm in the front i think i see you," she said happily "oh ok i'll see you then i guess," i said in a higher pitch voice. it was strange she was picking me up she works a lot.

"hey so uhm i have something to tell you," she said as i was putting my seatbelt on "yea?" i looked over to her as she started driving "so... i guess we're moving to Florida" i looked over to her so quick my neck started to hurt.

"mom why i just made lots of new friends and i'm in high school especially a new one there hard to make" my voice started to get higher, my blood was boiling at this point i was mixed with millions of emotions at once.

"well i get a better job opportunity and your aunt lives down there and they offer good college tuitions and your aunt said she will pay what i can't because she wants you to get a good education and she wants you to be successful not everything is about friends your fourteen not twenty four." she said pulling up to the drive way.

when i got home i instantly texted my friends i could already tell none of us were going to talk ever again unless we run into each other.