How I wish my husband would spend more time with me! We don't have any quality time together for a long time. Whenever we watch shows/movies together or do things together, it feels like a chore for him. He often counts those things and use them against me when I beg for more attention.Spending an hour or two is more than enough for him. Spending time together on each other's phones is enough for him. It's enough for him to lay on the bed, closer but doing nothing of importance other than on phones. That's his spending time together.
However, he's different when he's with his friends. He becomes so talkative and social around them but quiet when he's with me. He laughs with them but frowns at me. Sometimes, I could think that I'm irrelevant and nothing to him.
There are times that I wished I was just a friend, a close friend, a video game and a phone. Only then he would give me his undivided attention and maybe affection. I'm exhausted mentally! I wish I was somewhere else in the arms of someone who truly loved me. How I wish!