Destroy me

Weak

Kavin smiled gleefully as Gorya made another passing joke about their common teacher, even though they were such different personalities they seemed to have hit it off very well, Kavin could almost see the appeal in dating Gorya.

If he hadn't been in love with Thyme he would have definitely been great friends with Gorya and even agree to an arranged marriage with her, not that he would love her- it wasn't that kind of chemistry, but there was a lot Gorya could bring to the table, she was smart and collected, managing to hold her ground in a space where she has a clear disadvantage. Kavin was more than convinced that if Gorya had any strong dreams, she could achieve it with ease and maybe if she asked him, he would provide assistance, not help because the look in her eyes clearly screamed that she was more than capable.

So yes, it could be said that Kavin was having a great time.

Until Thyme noticed him and Gorya talking, the look on his face expressing a myriad of complex emotions. He stood up and pulled her hand, trying to leave, "We are going." Thyme said, his words slurring not hearing the voice of protest Gorya made.

Kavin held Gorya's other hand, knowing it wouldn't end well, if he left the two alone right now, "I will drive you both." he said, his voice leaving no space for argument. Thyme grunted and Kavin took that as an agreement.

The ride had been completely quiet, save for Thyme's grunting every once in a while, the guy was gone beyond help. Kavin sighed as he looked at the drunk boy in the backseat before eyes sliding to Gorya, who had been all quiet since the moment Thyme touched her. He couldn't help but wonder if there was more to the story than what he knew.

"Are you dropping me off first?" Gorya asked, her voice low.

"Yeah, do you not want me to?" Kavin whispered back.

"No, just-" Gorya sighed, massaging her head- "Will you be fine with him like that?"

"Don't worry about me. I can handle him no matter what." Kavin smiled reassuringly, even though he was hoping, shit wouldn't hit the fan.

"Okay, Thank you." Gorya smiled, waving at Kavin's car as he drove off, She looked at the retreating car and looked at the sky before letting out a shaky breath.

X

Kavin started driving off, he was planning on just dropping Thyme at the gates of his house and let the guards take him inside. He was thankful that the drunk man had kept his mouth shut for most of the ride, but God probably hated him, because that's when he felt Thyme kick the back of his seat.

"What the fuck Thyme?" Kavin cursed, they could have gotten into an accident because of his idiocy.

"Kaaaavvyyyyyy" Thyme moaned, throwing his head back and kicking the seat a few more times, until Kavin was forced to pull over.

Kavin let out a string of curses as he got out of the car and opened the back door, leaning down as if to ask what Thyme's problem was. But Thyme was reaching out and grabbing him by the neck and pulling him into him.

Thyme chuckled. Now that he had Kavin close to him, there faces barely inches apart as they finally looked into each other's eyes, it had been so fucking long, too long.

"Thyme let go." Kavin groaned, trying to pull Thyme's arms away, he was not in the mood for these games, drunk or not. He was the one who went and got himself a girlfriend and got her pregnant, it was him who had played with his heart and now he didn't want Thyme to play with her heart.

"No." Thyme said, his voice catching as he held tighter. His lips quivering as he closed his eyes, "Just a little, one last time."

"Goddammit Thyme!" Kavin breathed deeply, He should have bought Mil along with him. He shouldn't have come alone, especially when he knew how weak he was to him.

He stayed still before leaning into the arms as he let Thyme hold him, he knew he shouldn't he really shouldn't. But just one last time, just one last time and then he would stop, forever.

Tears rolled down Thyme's cheeks as he held tighter onto Kavin and Kavin clenched his eyes shut, he shouldn't get to do this to him. He shouldn't get to hold Kavin like he meant something when he had betrayed him the way he had, when he had said all the shit he had said. He shouldn't be able toy with his feelings.

For the first time in a long time Kavin hated himself, he hated himself for being so weak.

AN: 

I know it's been a while, but I started a new job and it's been taking the life out of me, a lot of times, I am left with no energy to continue writing and just end up sleeping.

So I hope you enjoyed the chapter.