it's coming.
the moment that I had been dreaming about before but never knew it will be this soon.
I hate it. I really hate it.
all of them are starting to leave me.
I hate this feeling. the loneliness.
every time I give it a thought, it hurts so much.
I don't want to lose them. I love them so much.
the only place I can talk about my problems to, the place I can laugh, smile, and cry.
they're everything to me.
but why? why does this need to happen? is it my fault?
I'll never forgive myself if it's mine.
the thoughts of getting left behind. alone.it hurts so much.
I feel like I got stabbed at the heart.
It's aching so badly.
I cried every time I think about us falling apart.
please just don't go yet. stay with me.
I hate it.
I hate myself.
I hate this feeling.
