AvNeil - When Two Different Worlds Collide (very Slow Updates)

Teaser

"Neil?" she called.

"hmm?" came the reply from beside her.

Still looking at the sky she asked, "why are you not angry?". He did not have to ask her about what because they both know what she's referring too.

"because I'm not" he simply replied.

"why?" she asked again.

"why what?" he honestly doesn't understand why she's asking the questions.

"why are you not angry with" she stopped looking at the sky to turn to him only to see that he's already looking at her with an inquisitive, slightly confused look on his face.

She continued, "why are you not angry with me? You should be angry with me, I want you to be angry with me. I deserve to be angry at after what I did to you, to  our life our home, our family. After the way I left without a word running like a coward. Please Neil, shout out, insult me if you want, I won't say anything. I know I deserve that and more after what I did to you and Kshitija. Please Neil, your calmness is scaring me, please " she said all at once, getting a little bit hysterical.
" Avni calm down " Neil said to her a little bit too calmly.

" I need you to calm down " he added giving her a glass of water to drink after making her sit.
" please Neil" Avni said searching his eyes, holding onto his hand.

"look Avni, 5years ago you did what was right for you and I respect that. I'm not going to be angry about you choosing to do what you think was right for you."

".. But Neil...." she started only for him to interrupt her.

"I'm not angry Avni, I'm really not. But that doesn't mean what you did didn't affect me. It did. It greatly affected me and I'm sure you know that it must have somehow affected me. But, it's not in the way you think. You hat you did didn't anger me, it hurt me.
I  trusted you to come to me if something was disturbing or bothering you. I trusted you to come to me first if you're going through a crisis. I trusted you to trust me that I will be with you no matter what you are going through. I trusted you to trust me that you can discuss anything with me. I trusted you to trust me that if you told me we needed some time or space from our relationship, or that what we had was scaring you seeing how fast it was going, I would have given you as much  space and time as you needed. So no Avni, I meant what I said. I am not angry about what happened or how it happened, I am hurt. You've hurt me by leaving me and Kshitija. You've hurt me by not trusting me after everything we've gone through together. You've hurt me by ruining what we had as a family. You've hurt me Avni now again by still not thinking I deserve to know the real reason why you left... ".

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I will update if I see a good response. I want to know if people are still interested in the book.
Thank you.