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fuck yes, name it.

"what?" what the fuck? "i just think your perfect" he shrugged "and i just wanted to say that" i feel so warm inside, idk if it's the weed or him but it's definitely somethin "thank you jj that means so much to me" i smiled "jesus beth why are your cheeks so red? do you need a water? are you dehydrated?" what the fuck pope, i mean your being the sweetest but why call me out like that? "uh yeah im just really hot" jj smirked while looking at his phone "then come in !!" sarah yelled, oh no. "uh okay !" i stood up and took my towel off looking at sarah and kie so i didn't see jj's face and took a pencil dive in the water, i mean it did feel nice, i haven't been swimming in a while.

she was so pretty, her eyes , the way she moves, how she speaks, i don't think i've ever seen someone so perfect. "you know" i sat up straight "i don't think i've ever seen someone as beautiful as you" her eyes went wide and her cheeks turned to a shade of light pink "what?" it's not like i was lying, "i just think your perfect" i shrugged "and i just wanted to say that." i feel like i shouldn't have said that, i'm so high.
"thank you jj, that means so much to me" she smiled, "whoa beth, your cheeks are so red, do you need some water? are you dehydrated?", i looked at her "uh yeah i'm just really hot" i smirked knowing that's wasn't why her cheeks were red "then come in !!" sarah yelled, fuck yes. "uh okay!" she stood up and dropped her towel and pencil dove into the water, jesus, she is so sexy. "beth is so pretty" pope said, my head shot towards him "no fuck that pope, i called dibs" pope looked at him "not everyone likes you jj" A DIB IS A DIB, "says who?" jj spat. john b jumped in "okay we can have this conversation later when she's not 10 feet away" i look to john b and then to pope "there is no conversation, a dib is a dib" pope chuckled "well i guess we will just have to find out who she picks then" jj sucked his teeth and thought for a minute, he reached out his hand "may the best man win" and they shook on it. "you guys are ridiculous" john b scoffed and rubbed his temples.

we got back to john bs about an hour later and i honestly had an ass ton of fun, i may or may not have a little thing for jj. "so do you guys wanna get food" no i've been doing so good today, "i'm not really hungry i had a big breakfast" i said kind of throwing it off my shoulder so it would seem more believable, "well it's 7:00 you should probably eat something if u haven't eaten since breakfast" why jj? "if she isn't hungry she doesn't have to have anything jj" kie belted out. i smirked looking to her "thank you kiara" i said laughing a bit, i was pretty tipsy, i had like 5 beers, and i haven't drank since my send off party in texas so it makes sense. we were just hanging out, it was easy with them, i could be myself, i was having a great time till my phone rang, i picked it up and it was luke "hold on guys my brother is calling me". jj had just told a funny story and everyone was laughing so i just wanted to warn them, pope made a shush face to everyone and i picked up the phone putting it up to my ear "hey big brother" he was breathing really heavily and that's when i knew something was wrong, that sobered me up. "luke what's wrong" he took one more deep breath "don't come home tonight bethany i mean it, even if dad calls you." fuck "wait what happened, are you okay?!???" i said standing up and walking in the house.

i was telling beth about the time when the Twinkie was stuck in the water and john b got bit by a fuckin croc, it wasn't funny then, but it is sure as shit funny now. my band by d12 started playing really faintly and beth pulled out her phone, an eminem ringtone? could she get sexier? "hold on guys my brother is calling me" pope made a shush face, he's so trying to impress her or somethin, "luke what's wrong??" i looked to her confused "wait what happened are you okay??!??" she said frantically walking out of the room, "i wonder what that's about" sarah said, "i have no clue" i answered. she darted back in the room "are you guys down for doing crazy shit or no??" she looked terrified, "fuck yes, name it" i said almost instantly.

"what's happening what did he do??? i'm not near my friends" luke sighed "he had a bad day at the new job and after work he went to the bar, just don't fucking come home, i mean it." fuck that, i'm going to get him. "okay i'll stay here." i took a deep breath in. "thank you, love ya" he said then and hung up. i darted out into the porch where everyone was, "are you guys down with doing crazy shit or no??" jj smirked "fuck yes, name it" oh wow i was not expecting that, i looked at everyone else, sarah giggled "i guarantee you, we have done crazier" everyone stood up "so what's up?" pope said, am i really gonna involve them? fuck it, i took a deep breath in "we gotta go save my brother" i looked at them, brows furrowed and confusion written all over their faces "from who ?" jj asked, nothing to lose i guess "my dad"