Villain's Lover (HisokaxIllumi)

Chapter 8||Feelings denials.

Hisoka and I got so close. Too close that we could read each other like an open book. So this is what it feels to have a friend...

So this is why Kil got a boyfriend. So this is what being loved feels like?

Hisoka and I mostly hang out every weekend. We are mostly together, In mission or out missions.

Well, Since Hisoka helps me with my missions I decided to help him. Today he challenged Chrollo to a fight.. I didn't stopped him because that would make him think that I care for him. W-well I do love him well no not that way.. but I still do. Well not as deep as how I love my brother. Killua is still my top priority.. however, this stupid emotions makes me hallucinate. It makes me think that I love Hisoka. I've been having this feeling since the day Hisoka slept over, Then it got... Stronger.. I have no idea why this is happening to me. I think.. I need a doctor, I might be sick. This isn't normal and I hate it, I hate how it makes me think I love him when Hisoka's around, I hate the way it's beating faster when he gets close. I hate it.. I want to throw my feelings away. But at the same time I also wanted to experience more..

AUGH.. Damn it!

I screamed mentally and stopped when I heard the sound of my phone's notifications and took it out of my pocket to see what's up.

'5 unread messages from Hisoka'

"Yoo~ Illumi Let's stick to the plan~"

"Actually, I've decided that you should distract the other spider members with you while I deal with the others and fight Chrollo leading him in the forest, How 'bout that?~"

"I'll adjust for you I needed~"

"Just tell me my Illumi~"

"I love you~♥"

I took my phone down as I cover my mouth trying to stop this weird thing I'm feeling. I could feel my face heating up and glowing red. This is what I meant by I hate 'it' ..

I sighed and walked into the place Hisoka told me to meet him up.

"Yoo~ 'lumi~" He waves at me with a warm grin on his face.

I walked towards him as I try to keep my emotionless face or feel anything again.

"Hmm?~ What's wrong My Illumi?~"

"What."

"You're blushing~"

Hisoka walks closer to me and lifts my chin up. Then.. I finally gave up and let my feelings take over me.

"You're cute Illumi~" Hisoka chuckles a bit and kissed me.

I closed my eyes and felt my cheeks heat up. He uses his tongue in the kiss and explores my mouth with it.

I then pushed Hisoka off to breathe.

I was gasping for air and almost not able to breathe..

"How aggressive of you Hisoka. That isn't even part of the plan!" I say, wiping my lips.

"I know you liked that~ Perhaps you're looking something more than that~"

My blushing intensifies as I slap Hisoka.

I already slapped Hisoka but he's still laughing and blushing a bit.

He then pats my head.

"I'll give you anything you want after this mission~ Chrollo's at the meeting place now~ c'ya~" Hisoka walks away waving at me.

Chrollo has told the other members to let them fight one on one. Well because he's the leader, The member of his troupe would probably do as he says. And as for me, All I have to do is wait for him to come back.