Life In Seattle

*Part 18*

And just like that everything went black, I kept staring at them not knowing what to do. I was numb..
I think I saw Callie and Jackson coming up to me and bringing me somewhere private, I was in a completely different universe or something.

Amelia Shepherd: I'll go and be with Vanessa, she's been alone for some time now and still isn't fully recovered.
Calliope Torres: I'll stay here, Y/N needs someone with her once she's pretty lucid again..
Amelia Shepherd: I'll keep you posted Torres!

I heard the door close and blinked while looking at Callie.

Y/N Anderson: I..
Calliope Torres: It's okay Y/N, that lady ran away before we could talk to her, Alex went after her.
Y/N Anderson: But..
Calliope Torres: Y/N Alex has been looking for her for over 30 minutes now Y/N, we'll find out what she has done.
Y/N Anderson: No, don't. Make him stop.
Calliope Torres: Why Y/N?
Y/N Anderson: She hasn't done anything, it's a waste of his time.
Calliope Torres: It's not Y/N, she obviously has done something because the last time you were like this was when-
Y/N Anderson: Paul showed up in New York I know..
Calliope Torres: So you wanna tell me what she did?
Y/N Anderson: She did nothing, I-I just got an episode..

I lied to Callie hoping she'd buy it.

Calliope Torres: You sure?
Y/N Anderson: I noticed the signs but choose to ignore them, sorry..
Calliope Torres: It's okay just tell me next time Y/N, I could've helped you you know.

I just nodded which Callie took as a sign to get my stuff so I'd be able to go home. She came back 20 minutes with my whitecoat and phone.

Calliope Torres: Everything you had on you is here.
Y/N Anderson: Thanks Calliope, I'm going home.
Calliope Torres: Do you want me to drive you?
Y/N Anderson: No, I'll be fine.
Calliope Torres: You sure you're not gonna get an episode while driving?
Y/N Anderson: No I feel a lot better.
Calliope Torres: Okay, I'll let Amelia know you're going back.

I opened the door and walked away refusing to be there any longer and when I got to my car I practically broke down in tears and all I could ask myself was how did they find me, why did they come here and how am I feeling about it?
After a few minutes I heard a soft knock on the window and didn't even look up.

Arizona Robbins: Come on Y/N open up..

I unlocked my doors still not looking up, the passengerdoor opened and Arizona pulled me towards her as she carresed my back.

Arizona Robbins: It's okay, don't worry, it's all going to be okay..

Her voice calmed me down a lot that I finally looked up once.

Arizona Robbins: Are you feeling any better?

I just nodded as I kept staring outside to avoid eye contact.

Arizona Robbins: I'm staying until you want me to leave okay? I'm not going anywhere.
Y/N Anderson: I had a girlfriend in Ohio..

Arizona hummed as she kept on listening and carresing my back.

Y/N Anderson: And when I moved to New York I used to imagine how I'd see her again..
Arizona Robbins: Do you still think about her?
Y/N Anderson: There always was a part of me that wanted to know but since I moved here I haven't thought about that, or her..
Arizona Robbins: Why do you bring her up Y/N?
Y/N Anderson: After 14 years.