Lifeline

༺𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 9༻

Jungwon is mentally and emotionally exhausted.

Seeing someone you love flirt with someone else every single day, is a torture.

One time he caught Jay hugging someone in the hallway going to the comfort room, and his excuse was 'I'm just comforting her.'

When Jay was holding the nurses hands in his own room.

And worse, what he is seeing now,

Jay is making out with someone.

He is literally broken his tears were falling, he run as fast as he could.

But when he is close to the exit he saw Sunoo.

"Why are you crying?" Sunoo ask.

But he did not reply he just hug him tightly.

"I want to go h-home." He said making Sunoo's shirt wet with his own tears.

"Okok don't worry I will take you home." He said then rub Jungwon's back and massage his neck.
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Jay push the girl who kiss him.

"What the heck are you doing?!" But before the nurse could even speak.

Jay felt heavy and he kneel as pain overtakes his heart.

The nurse help him.

She assist him going to his own room.

"Whatever your name is please leave my sight this instant!" Jay said as she finish laying him on his bed.

Jay is confuse, he's in pain but then he's also angry.

Angry because that was his first kiss.

It's hard to believe but he was saving his first kiss for someone who he really love,

Suddenly he felt his cheeks getting wet,

He is crying not knowing why.

'What's happening to me'
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Jungwon is laughing while watching comedy movie in their living room.

"Sunoo what really happened?" Chen ask as she is weirded out by Jungwon's action.

"I saw him crying at the hospital, he haven't even told me the reason." Sunoo said.

"Stubborn." Chen said then walk to his little brother.

She turn off the television and look at Jungwon.

"Jungwon face me." She said.

He face her.

"Why did you cry." She said.

"Nothing important." He said then turn around.

"Then why are you acting this way?" She said.

"Because I don't want him to feel what I'm feeling." He said then stands up.

He walk going to his room.

Jungwon lock his door, lay on his bed and stare at the ceiling.

This week he was trying hard to regain his happiness whenever he's feeling sad.

Because Jay could feel it.

He don't want his Love to feel it.

"I don't know my self worth anymore." He said then get his phone to play.