Lifeline

༺𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 13༻

Jungwon's POV

"Hyung!" I said as I chase Sunoo Hyung at the hospital's entrance.

He stopped and face me.

"Oh Jungwon why?" He said and gave me a bright smile.

"Stop it." I said with a serious tone.

"What? I don't understand. Stop what?" He said with a confuse tone.

"This plan of yours. To Jay." I said.

"No." Hyung said with a straight face.

"But this is useless a waste of time. Proving me that he'll hurt me? Isn't that what you want to rub into me?

I know it already and i am seeing it coming but no matter what I am not leaving him" I said.

"Nope still no." He said then leave without turning back.

I don't know what is happening with hyung and I don't like it.

"Oh Jungwon have you seen Sunoo?" Someone said tapping my shoulder from my back.
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𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎.

𝑰𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒛𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚.

𝑩𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒖𝒑𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒅𝒐 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕.
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Sunoo's Pov

I know my plan will work.

I never once thought of being selfless but the moment I met HIM, the most selfless person I've ever met.

He change it all, all my beliefs, that life is all about fighting, gripping something or someone you really desire to have.

"Sunoo!" A guy from my back shouted.

I slowly turned back.

And there I saw

Niki

"I know you like Jungwon and that you are doing your all to get him from Jay.

But Sunoo, I don't get it. Can't you sacrifice for someone you love?"

"I already did." I said then smiled

"Lets go?" I and offered a hand.

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Niki POV

I'm so confuse.

Sunoo and I are at a nearby café.

"What do you mean?" I ask Sunoo

"I ammhh.... I sacrificed for

Y-

You..."

And that just stop all of my senses.

"I mean you like Jungwon right? And I

I like Jay." He added

And that just stopped my heart.

All of me is steaming up, my blood boils..

I stand up and march my way out of the café's exit and slam the door.

I just want to f*cking get wasted.
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Sunoo POV

This plan was not just to make Jay realize Jungwon's value in his life but to weigh and test Niki's feelings for me.

I know he haven't told me verbally, but his kiss is enough for me.

Please don't give up on me.
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Jungwon's POV

"What the heck are you saying Dad?! I don't want to!" Jay screamed at the top of his lungs.

"This is for your own good your grandma will take care of you." Mr. Park answered.

His father just popped out of nowhere and started asking him to pack his baggage.

"I don't understand where this is coming from Dad, I know you don't like me as a son but this is just nonsense. Why would you just give me away and act like you would rather die than breath the same air as mine?" Jay giving his father a frown.

"That is not my point. I want you to learn what life is really about, I want you to suffer and learn. I know you will, son this is me being a real father I had never been, back then I was just giving up and shutting you out, now I am giving you my trust that you would change, I am giving my son, faith."

Jay walk towards his father,

No he walks pass his father and walk out of his room.

I excuse my self and followed him.

Where is he?

I run and run but I couldn't find him.

But there is one place I haven't check yet.

Rooftop...

I was walking out of the rooftop entrance when I heard a loud sobbing.

And there I saw Jay leaning towards a wall head on his knee.

"Jay?" I said carefully.

He faced me tears running down his cheek.

That just broke my heart.

He gives me a pitiful look and opened his arms requesting for a hug.

I willingly hugged him and gave him the comfort he needed. I wanted to be there for him in every ups and downs, although he wasn't needing me for his ups, cause his ups was with someone else.

"I was really impulsive in getting the comfort of anyone, but then I realize it wasn't comfort at all, I was just the only one perceiving it to be. But with you..

It all feels warm, true, and love. Thank you for being my comfort zone." Jay said looking in my eyes.

One thing that I really like about Jay is that, whenever he feels down, he will not mind the problem troubling him, but rather he will appreciate the help he receive at the moment.

He appreciates ME.

And that is the LIFELINE of my faith for him falling inlove with me.

'Cause the moment I become his lifeline, then I realize he was mine too.'

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Author's POV

He feels so empty not being with him, he thought this moment would never come.

The white bed and the pillows was just empty, the room just feels to wide, and his heart lost its other part.

Remembering how he pester him, remembering how he clings to him, remembering how he hugs him, as his daily basis.

Mornings would never be the same again.

'The only thing that is permanent is change.'

Jungwon envy change.