Lifeline

༺𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 4.2༻

Jungwon's POV

I'm not sure why, but whenever I'm sad, confused or angry I just go to him and all of it vanishes.

And that frightens me.

Cause I know the day he wakes up is the day I must wake up too.

I never dreamed of having someone.

And I know if I keep going, it will get worse.

It is meant losing myself or losing you.

But this time I choose me.
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(1 month later)

"Hyung!! Do you have something to do?"
Niki ask

It's our vacation leave tommorow.

"Well I'm going home to my mom." I said.

"Boring.... But I have nothing else to do. Hyung help me." He said. He's so cute for me to refuse.

"Do you want to come with me?" I ask

"Really! But what am I going to do there?" He ask

"We will go to anywhere you want." I said then smiled.

He is like my younger brother. He act naughty or caring everytime.

He kept my company when I stopped visiting Jay.

Although I miss him. So much.
I miss his face his nose, I miss the hug I stole, I miss taking care of him I miss talking to him.

JUNGWON GET BACK TO YOUR SENSES.

"Ok! Hyung that's a great Idea I have so many places we can go to." He said excited.

"But we have two more people to bring." I said.

"That's great! the more the merrier." He said smiling.

"Great, meet me at the bus station 7 am tomorrow." I said

"Ok!" He said excitingly.
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(7am, Bus station)

I am sitting waiting for Niki.

These past few days I was really out of it I am so use to on taking care of him.
I miss him really.

I am immune on stopping my emotions to rise on someone, cause I can't.

I don't know but when it comes to him, even if I don't know him, I don't know the feeling of being with his  presence talking, laughing. I admit I still like him.

"Hyung!!!! Did you wait for me for too long?" He ask.

"No, no." I said then smile.

"Lezzgooo." He said with a big smile on his face.

At least I have Niki so that I can forget him.

"How long is the ride to your house?" Niki ask looking at the window.

"2 hours." I answered. He just nod.

(House)

"Mom I'm home! I bring someone with me!" I said smiling.

"Jungwon my baby!!" Mom said then run to hug me.

"Mom this is Niki." I said.

"Oh your so handsome, how old are you?"

"19 years old ma'am."

"So young. What relationship do you have with my Jungwon?" She asked again.