𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦

𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐞

𝐭𝐰: 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐟𝐬

"Who was that boy in my house Amara" Leo screams at the young shaking girl, grabbing her bicep pulling her closer to him "is that liquor I smell on you" he grossly smiles showing off his yellow tinted teeth while sniffing the air around her.

"no, no I swear" she pleads as tears start to prick her eyes from the strong grab he has on her "don't lie to me mara" he grins knowing how much that stupid nickname would effect her.

Throwing his hand of her in one harsh movement, sadness quickly turning into anger, "don't you dare call me that, you pig" she screams into his face about to run up stairs before he tangles his fingers in her long hair throwing her back into the wall with a loud thud and a sob rolling from her lips.

A cry of pain was let out by amara but no one near was listening, Leo picked his leg up before jabbing it into his daughters torso "can't have you getting pregnant at such a young age, right" he says his voice laced with anger and amusement. All types of cry's came out of amara yet her father didn't falter once, keeping his drunk actions.

"please... please stop" another plead coming from the girls mouth yet no attention was caught. Crouching down Leo places his hand on both her cheeks before bring her face closer to his "you listen to me, I'm gonna be honest sense nobody else will. Anyone saying your worth anything is full of shit" and with that Leo's boots loudly hit the floor before slamming the door shut.

Running down the stairs her mother is seen with tears rolling down her cheeks but let's out a sob as her daughter comes into her sight. A big growing bruise is shown on her stomach and arms while blood runs down the side of her forehead, lying before a dent from where her daughters body it the wall with force.

Running to her groaning and crying daughter she places her hand on her face soothing it tell she flinches back from the pain "baby, I'm so sorry he does this to you, he loves you I swear it" her mother softly says "he loves us both" she adds. Shaking her head and closing her eyes for a second "no, no he doesn't mom when are you going to get that through your thick fucking scull" the girl angrily says, knowing thats exactly what her mother won't except.

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Slowly walking into school ignoring the pain from last nights lashing gave me, relief fills as I see a familiar blonde walking into the bathroom.

Chasing after her, and walking into the bathroom I see her bent over the sink fixing her lipgloss "hey girl, are you okay? you look really tired" she softly smiles as her lightly swollen lips come into my view.

Ignoring her lips, I nod "yeah just didn't get enough sleep last night" I smile as she screws on the cap to her lipgloss before walking out the bathroom with me on her side.

The last few days have been hell at my house, being suspended was worse then I ever could've imagined. My mother came home yelling after Enzo had just left, and she told my Father what "I did", I tried to explain to them what actually happened but it only ended up with my back being thrown into the wall.

People say Karma is a real thing, good or bad you get your consequences that fit the crime you did, yet nothing of the sort have happened to my father. It's wrong and still goes unjust. He belittles me, beats me, cheats, and lies what kind of higher power would sit back and let that happen without backlash.

I've gotten my Karma and this may just be it.

My father and brother turning from me may be my Karma.

Back in New York I've done unspeakable things to people who didn't fit my standards and didn't think about it twice. Today being the first time I've really thought about it makes me sick, how could I be so rude to people just because I thought I looked down on them.

My brothers death changed me for worse or better, I look at the word differently now and I don't know how to feel about it.

I honestly don't know what I believe in, that weathers from god, karma, the universe, and so on, I guess I really couldn't believe in anything without stone cold proof.

God for instance, how can someone believe in a god who lets such bad people walk the earth? Who in their right minds would think rapist and murders deserve a place here?

𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐞 𝐧 𝐜𝐦𝐭 𝐩𝐥𝐬!!