Michael's POV
I went to buy some coffee outside the hospital and to breathe in some air. My eyes were so puffy already from crying beside my sister a while ago.
No she's not dead yet, but she's been having multiple attacks since Luke left the hospital. Whenever she's having an attack, i almost lose my breathe and my eyes never leave the machines that was connected in her. Whenever it drops, i whimper. My Mom and Brynne's Mom would just hushed me and rubbed my back to soothed the pain its causing me.
Its just few minutes ago that the attacks had stopped. And the doctors talked to us again. They told us if an attack hits her again, it might be her last and her heart will totally lose her beat: it couldnt be able to manage the next attack and couldnt manage to function properly. So they asked us if we're still going to fight until she let go.
It hurts to think about that in any moment she'll never be with us anymore. I dont know how to explain this to Luke whenever he comes back later. How i could be able to explain to the band, to her kids especially on Bryle whose been bawling every now and then because he already misses his Mom. How to explain this to Gabby whose been trying her best to be strong enough for her bestfriend. For Dad whose been hoping that when he's able to come home, he could see Brynne alive and smiling at him.
Its like making the impossible possible. Things has been running out in my mind. I want to believe that she'll be waking up now. That she'll be completing the band again. I want to believe that she's just pulling out some sick pranks but its not. She's hopeless, she's like waiting for the right time to let go.
If only i could do something to make everything okay. If only i could exchange with her right now.
After i breathed out some time, i went back to the hospital. I was about to enter the room when i saw the doctors rushing on the way to my sister's room. Goosebumps hit me again and i was freezed at the moment.
"No she's not..." I mumbled, my tears flooded on my cheeks again.
I ran to her room but the nurses blocked and stopped me from entering. I was in hysterics but they've already closed the door and i dont have any way to take a look inside. They took her in the operating room, i just didnt noticed that she's in the other room already.
All i ever did was to cry on my Mom's arms. Im so weak already, and what drives me more to get weaker is the thought that this might be the time.
Two hours have passed and Dr. Holland went out of the operating room. Im really wondering why'd they take Claud on the operating room.
"W-what happened? Is my sister still alive? Tell me she is p-please!" I asked her doctor crying again.
He tapped my back, "Michael... We need to wait, we took her to the operating room because its our last resort. We need to give a heart transplant. And its good that it happens that the request was granted for her." He explained.
"H-how come i didnt know... You didnt asked me or her husband or her Mom to---" i was stopped in my mid-sentence by Britany.
"I decided to let her undergo the operation." She said.
"But you know it's more riskier to let her do the transplant! She's been unconscious for two weeks! Does her husband even know this?!" I yelled at her.
"Dont yell at me Michael, Im still her mother. And if this will make her live for more years then let it be." She said calmly.
I breathed out, "Sorry..." I whispered and she just nodded.
Im really nervous about the sudden decision she made. I wonder how Luke will react to this. But i also hope that this will make everything better.
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