His kind heart
His loving eyes
Marred by misery
And constant fights.
His beautiful smile
His funny personality
Hidden by the sadness
And self destructive mind
That's triggered by the darkness
Of this life.
I wish to be your light
But I'm just another shadow
That pulls you down
Darling please know
I'm sorry.
Gorgeous angel
Fallen angel
I'm glad he is mine.
Bittersweet he is
Broken from life
New scars
Replace those that fade
And unfortunately
I'm sometimes the blade
I don't mean to cut
But my words can be sharp
Darling please know
I'm sorry
My fragile heart
Owned by him
Has been crushed in his hand
I'm caving in
He doesn't mean to hurt
But there is anger in him
And the heat is too much
It's starting to burn
He's a fire
So beautiful
So deadly too
He's hurting me
But at the end of the day
I know he's sorry
Like a puppet on a string
He controls my emotions
Bringing me up
Then letting me fall
Up and down I go
Like I'm on a seesaw
I'm the happiest I can be
When I'm next to him
But he also makes me so angry
To the point of crying
I feel as though I might break down
But at the end of the day
I know he's sorry.
Toxic we are
But our love is so strong
It's getting to be too much
Where did we go wrong?
I need him
He's like a drug
But like a drug
He's killing me
And the worst part is
I can't get enough
Are we really sorry?
And god I love him so much
But my heart is breaking
Because I can feel his hand slipping from mine
And though I want to hold tighter
And keep us both together
What if it's meant to be?
What if it's better for the both of us,
If I just let him leave?
I feel as though I can't live without him
But is it really a life worth living
If we're in a constant state of misery?
Maybe I should say goodbye
Hopefully he will know I still love him
And that I'm truly sorry.
