THREE

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Kirishima knew he wasn't the prettiest man in the class or how he's not the strongest man in the class so he was shocked when Midoriya admitted that he had a crush on him.

He was having those days where he wanted to hide in his room and cry.

He wanted to scream to the world on why does he feel like he's not loved when he is? or why does he look in the mirror and hate who he see's? He looks at the other boys and compares himself to them, he doesn't know why he does it.

He was currently laying in bed looking up at his ceiling which had those glow in the dark stars, he's a little childish because he got super excited when Midoriya gave it to him.

Midoriya god he loved that man more then life itself, he could write a novel of what he loved about his boyfriend.

He loved whenever he would mutter about hero's and quirks he had a passion for it, he loved it when his eyes twinkle whenever they watched hero movies, he loved every single freckle he sometimes would try to count every single one but it was impossible, and he loved how midoriya made him feel special.

"Kacchan shut up" Midoriya shoved his childhood friend "ei-chan can't know" he mumbled looking around to see if kirishima was near by as bakugou rolled his eyes "whatever" he mumbled "he's gonna know"

Midoriya pouted his lips "he can't know it's a secret."

what was the secret? Why did he feel insecure? He knows Midoirya wouldn't ever cheat on him but his mind drifted off telling him why would midoriya want to date him? it must be a prank right?

He sighed deeply wiping away the tears on his cheeks, he just wants everything to stop hurting.

he jumped slightly as he heard a knock on his door "ei-chan?" "uh yeah one second" he spoke turning on his lamp.

you have to look presentable he can't know that you were crying that's unmanly.

After a few seconds he walked to his door opening it giving his boyfriend a small smile "hey handsome" "i knew something was wrong" "what are you talking about?" kirishima chuckled nervously looking away rubbing the back of his neck.

Midoriya sighed softly "you didn't train today.. and I barely saw you at lunch and your eyes are puffy and red you've been crying" Kirishima looked at him frowning "i.. i didn't mean to worry you"

"Eiji it's okay to feel down sometimes" Midoriya whispered leaning up kissing his cheek softly, kirishima gave him a small smile his cheeks turning bright red.

"how did i get so damn lucky?" he mumbled leaning in until midoriya stopped him, he wasn't going to lie it kinda disappointed him "eijirou I know you want to kiss me but you'll get carried away let's go inside first" Midoriya spoke blushing looking around to see if anyone was watching the two.

Right he does get carried away when kissing his handsome boyfriend, he nodded grabbing midoriya's hand pulling him inside closing the door behind him.

"eek! ei" he squeaked crashing into kirishima's chest "sorry" he chuckled softly kissing the top of his head "I just want to be able to kiss my boyfriend" Midoriya giggles looking up.

"you know if you knew how to stop kissing me I would let you kiss me any time of the day" "i can't help that your lips are just so damn kissable" he mumbles out. Midoriya grins pecking his lips softly "don't worry i want to kiss you all the time as well" he whispered pushing some of kirishima's hair behind his ear "now are you going to tell me what's wrong or am i gonna have to tackle you down?"

Kirishima rolled his eyes "I'm fine.. I just" he paused sighing softly grabbing Midoriya's hand in his dragging him to his bed "sit down"

Midoriya nodded his head as he sat on his boyfriends bed; he wasn't going to lie he was a bit nervous did Kirishima want to break things off? He tried to not feel nervous but he couldn't help himself but feel nervous.

"so.. what's up?" did he sound nervous? he hoped he didn't he just hoped it's something silly.

"It's driving me crazy" kirishima mumbled looking away with cheeks heated "so i need to know do you have a thing with bakugou? I heard you guys talking and maybe i just heard at a wrong time but i just.." Kirishima looked at his boyfriend (maybe soon to be ex?) with tears in his eyes "it sounded like you may have a thing" he whispered voice cracking slightly.

Midoriya wanted to laugh his ass off but he knew this wasn't the time "you thought i may have a thing with kacchan?" he asked furrowing his eyebrows biting down on his lip.

"you said i couldn't know.. and I know you wouldn't ever cheat on me but i just need to know if you love me"

Midoriya's chest ached hearing the words slip out of his boyfriends lips looking up seeing how worried he is "oh.. ei-chan of course i love you" he grabbed kirishima's hand running his thumb on the back of kirishima's palm.

"how could I not love you?" midoriya asked as he stood up moving his hands to cup his cheeks looking into his eyes "ei-chan the only person I could ever love is you" he whispered pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead.

"I just.. never thought you could love someone like me" kirishima voice cracked as midoriya whipped away his dried tears.

"I could i not love you though? you're very strong and one of the sweetest man ever and besides how can anyone kiss me like you do?" he teases "I love you actually I'm in love with you I see.. a future with you"

"you do?" Kirishima smiles softly looking into his green eyes "yeah.. maybe settle down after we become pro heros.. and then have one or two kids if you want! I mean i don't know maybe you don't-"

Kirishima leaned in pressing his lips against his boyfriends closing his eyes resting his hands on his waist, he was like on cloud nine whenever he kissed midoriya.

Midoriya smiled into the kiss his hands still on his cheeks, after a bit he pulled away sighing softly "I'm in love with you ei" "and I'm in love with you" kirishima whispered leaning his forehead against his.

"I'm sorry for.. pushing you away and being all sad you don't have to tell me what you guys were talking about" midoriya chuckled bumping his nose against kirishima's.

"it's a secret from you because it's a surprise" he pecked his lips softly "but I can assure you that I don't think of kacchan that way okay? because I have my eyes only on you" "I believe you, I was just having a moment of self doubt"

Midoriya run his thumb across his cheek soothingly "well stop self doubting I love you for you okay?" Kirishima leaned into his touch "okay.. would you like to watch hero movies and cuddle?" he mumbled.

"is that even a question? Of course! I always love watching movies and cuddling with you" Midoriya spoke as pulled away climbing onto his bed "you choose the movie this time okay?" Kirishima chuckled nodding his head "okay" he grabbed on of his comfort hero movies and putting it on.

After pressing play he climbed into his bed sighing softly opening his arms for Midoriya to lay on his chest "wait let me shut off your lamp" Midoriya leaned over shutting it off then laying his head on kirishima's chest.

"feel comfortable?" kirishima asked kissing his forehead softly wrapping his arm around Midoriya "whenever I'm with you? yeah of course" he grins cuddling closer to his chest.

eventually half way into the movie kirishima and midoriya both fell asleep but it was fine because kirishima was holding his boyfriend in his arms.
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Author note:
      Hello!!! I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter of kirishima being a little insecure and midoriya being an amazing boyfriend and trying to comfort him and validate his feelings (: anyways if you have more requests pls send them in!

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